Hmm ..where have i left it on?
oo.. right homeworks
i have actually finished doing all my homeworks
school actually started off quite ok.. i think.
but after that
loads of things start to come in
though i like the feeling of being busy
but somehow
i dun like to spent all my time on just work work and work.
the thing is i wanna spend time with my friends
but
at times quite some things cropped up at the same time
i couldn't help the frustration in
and i so let it out without thinking
without thinking that i wanted to be a better person.
i should have held it in
without thinking of other's feelings
i vent it on them
without thinking they have got nothing to do with contributing on my frustration.
without thinking that i just ... lost my temper.
quite a few times these few days
to Angeline and LiRan specifically
i am really sorry about it.
i know i shouldn't have done that
i know u think i am now like so bad tempered
so unreasonable and probably even crazy
but Please.
forgive me
and i will make sure it will never happen again.
i swear...
ha i think that's the first time i swear?
anyway
the things i am now working on is...
-Chemistry competition.(research)
-slimming down
-saving money
-Proposal of softball cap.
-Revisions
-Canteen duties... nid to improve..
Things i have finished doing:
-doing up softball room
-english presentation
Coming up next:
-SCI(21th Jan)
-Physics competition
-A maths test( cruical )
The thing is
i think i am tryig to do too many things at a time.
but i guess it's no choice
cause they just came to me...
english presentation spent me fairly much time. around 8 hours i guess
doing up of softball room spent me more effort.around 8 hours also.
Softball room has been tidied up by me, Jeckie, Shiyun,mr tan , mr Ng
and some other softballers probably helped a little...
the amount of rubbish we collected was like 4 BIG garbage bag
u know?!?! how dirty softball room is last time ?
hahas
Chemistry project needs the team members to look up on tea leaves and chlorine in swimming pool. wonder how that's related to the project though..
but damn it i cant find decent information on them..
so still working on the research part..
i guess i got to spend around 3 or 4 more hours on it.
total up i will be spending around 8 hours too...
Canteen duty hasn't gone too well cause the malay boys
always creates trouble
like not keeping plate
putting it on other tables.
not throwing the rubbish
also eugene( sec 3 softballer)
also does the same thing.
taking advantage as some of our members are just not alert enough when on duties
hai..
so people.
pardon me for always putting up a straight face when i am doing my duties.
i have to be more serious about it
more fierce
so that others wouldn't dare to not listen to me
of course
straight faces are only for the stubborn students. the ones i just mentioned.
but since for the whole of recess time they kept me occupied with scolding them
u will see me with straight face for the whole of recess time
hahas
:) sort of no choice huh?
also i have to pull up my socks for my studies.
felt that i am slacking on my chem and physics.
english and chinese too
a & e maths i got lots of help from mrs kumar
so i should be okay
basically
i must work harder this year to cope with everything....
There's still this softball cap thing
i think it's all left for me to plan and decide
i just asked for opinion of my other members of the commitee.
things like quotation embiodaries pics
prices suppliers sample
i must get them ready
damn
i dunno how
but i have to do it..
haii...
nowadays i think i work on saving money more then slimming down.
never really had the time to exercise
even if i had
like now
i am just too reluctant to do so
wanna relax today
tmr i have a straight 4 hours tuition
damn it
it's all because of the open house to SP
which i think was a waste of time.
Tmr then i will finish all my research
do some revision
finish the tuition hw which would be given to me tmr
prepare proposal...
yea that's basically it.
i think there's nothing else that i have left out
so i shall report again next time !!!
:D
-End-
guess i have to get used to taking stress and all.
i have to get used to working hard.
just like how he does it.
just like how the exco members does it.
:)