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+ve.

2010-01-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

Today i took my first copper test (:
I missed the previous one cause it's during the 2 weeks break for Olevels and i took leave then.
and i realised i can run about
2200m in 12 minutes :D

Which roughly means my 2.4km can be below 13 mins.
Hmm a small one minute improvement to my previous 2.4km timing (:
Hopefully by next month i can make another minute of improvement .

My 2nd brother told me that my thighs are too big-*roll eyes*
but he gave me a good suggestion and i think i'll do what he suggested.
and that is to run daily.
I've just decided i'll run
3km for days with trainings
and 5km for days without.

Hopefully i can stick with it for a month at least ..
I dunno how busy i'll be when school starts.

Hopefully I'll lose more fats (Thighs,calfs,arms,stomach...argh basically everywhere)
i wanna be speedy! So i have to lose loads of fats and gain more muscles --at the right places.

Oh and my dad recently told me he's planning the renovate the house...
but it costs a BOMB!
It'll be 3 storeys with bigbig rooms.
First floor will only have a kitchen,big living room,toilet,guest room.
Second floor will be my parent's room , my little sister's room, my grandma's room and a small living room with a study room (separated by a half-wall)
Third floor will be a living room,my room, both my brother's room and a jacuzzi!!!!

Wooh! Im excited abt it but have to wait for very long...
starting the renovation at ard june 2010 and it'll be completed only at ard march 2011...
Cause the current house will be completely demolished and rebuild.
and also because it costs alot.

Hmm .. also my grandma's having some health problems now..
Quite worried about her.
Hopefully her condition doesn't worsen but get better.

Oh. My Olevel results...
English B3
Chinese A1
Additional Mathematics A1
Elementary Mathematics A1
Pure Physics A2
Pure Chemistry B3
Combined Humanities C6 (=.=)

L1R4: 8
L1R5: 14
CCA bonus point:2

I'm trying for Nanyang Jc.
2nd choice is Yishun Jc.
Both requires me to travel 45 mins or lesser.
but Ny is a better Jc so i placed it as first choice.
Other choices are random ones...
Ny or Y Jc are both ok for me.

Just hope I'll study hard when i get to Jc!
and get good results! (:
I hope that 2010 is a good year! (:

-End-

Past and Present.

2009-12-30T22:40:00.004+08:00

I've been looking for this very factor that is within me but that i have yet to unlock it or to be more accurate, I've unlocked it before but i shut it down cause of my own emotions and now I'm having a hard time unlocking it again...
And that is, My Love for PLAYING HANDBALL.

Yes I do still enjoy playing.
but the thing is ,
I think I've lost this love for the game that allows me to just Get into the state of focus. Hard Focus and Concentration.

It may be because of how I'm always affected by scoldings and mistakes...
It may be because I keep on thinking that training is tiring when it isn't that bad at all.
Or it may be because I always feel that I have to do this I have to do that I must do this I must do that and pressurized myself more than necessary.
leading to my lousy performance.

No this is not the red man,(FYI,The red man is the inner voice that always makes people think negatively)
I'm just trying to look for the cause for my under performance.

I thought of The SHBCC games with TH
as i came across the emails of encouragements by the seniors.
Reading through them ,
reminds me of all their attitude on court,
reminds me of how they have given their all,
fearing nothing at all cause we , at that time, has got nothing to lose.

I want this feeling back.(IConcludeIt'sThatRootOfThePROBLEM)
I dont like reserves.
AND
I am going to try and get this feeling back
cause it's of utmost importance, second to the betterment of my keeping.

So, JIAYOUJIAYOUSUMIN!
(: I like the Green Man :)
-Alot-

混乱。

2009-12-27T22:02:00.003+08:00

基础，我们还真的不够。

导致当我们要把我们在台湾学的东西
和教练教我们的一切结合运用时

我们就陷入一阵混乱不知所措。

基础，我们很缺。
但，
时间，我们更加缺乏。

虽然又再次输给了马来西亚JB队
但这场比赛告诉了我该加强什么。

每个事物必定有它的意义。
这次我学到了

---时间紧迫。---

争气啊！

2009-12-26T16:28:00.002+08:00

每当我有些动摇时都会去看看你们的部落格。
每次每次那些文章

都让我很欣赏你们很羡慕你们

都给我很大的激励。

感谢。

我一定要争气啊！争气！争气！争气！
嗯！
;-D

感觉。一点。

2009-12-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

我渐渐觉得自己变得比较坚强。
虽然只是一点点但我感觉得到。

就拿今天来说吧
我因为有些搞不清楚状况
就被原本就有点气的教练骂。

她骂我懂不懂规则的。
到的有没有打过手球。

以前的我当下应该会满难过会责骂自己太蠢太笨。
但今天
我能把所有的训话听进去并且只觉得一丁点难过。
真的只有一点点而已哦

庆幸自己有一点点进步。
庆幸自己渐渐学会少些自责多点用脑。

虽然在慢慢学会的过程中并不好过
但学会后更能控制自己。

明天就要和学姐教的队对打。
有些紧张有些担心但也有点兴奋。

我希望前几天的我不再是现在的我
我希望我不会辜负教练和队友的期望（：

我相信我明天不会表现得太差的（：

加油!加油！加油！（：

为什么我是我。

2009-12-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

真的好讨厌这样的我
常常都会想自己做不到这个，做不到那个。
不喜欢那么悲观的自己

而现在的我似乎常常心不在焉不专心。
好讨厌好讨厌好讨厌啊！！！！！！！！！！！

我想进步。但却一直退步。
我真地想进步。真的。

对不起队友们
我想我需要一些时间来调整自己
希望明年真的可以和你们一起比赛，
不管结果是什么。。。我想和你们并肩作战。

在今年结束以前，

我一定会进步。

一定会拉回我以往的水准，

然后进步。

请相信我。

Argh.

2009-11-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

I don't like people going back on their words.

Ah. I cant get them in my brain!

2009-11-01T16:37:00.003+08:00

Damn! so much to memorise and it doesn't seem to enter my brain fast enough.
Hai.
But i am going to take a gamble for O .
I will take with me 2 themes for ss and read through another theme.
For history i will take with me 3 well mem. chapters and part of stalin.
So... I'll really write fast fast in both humanities exam for SEQ
and then put my time in doing well for SBQ...
Must get at least like 16 or 17 for both of them
then SEQ see lucky ma
Lucky then 20marks for each paper secured.
if not i'll just have like maybe 30 marks secured for both hum. SEQ.

Wish everyone good luck for this week's exam.
I wish myself extremely good luck too :)
Hope I'll do well in chemistry, physics and combine humanitites.
(~Oh god please help me. ~~~~~)

O.o At Last. hoho.

2009-10-17T18:17:00.004+08:00

Oh wow :) I've got someone scolding me hahas
Not sure who it is but i find it rather interesting :)
Cause if it is someone i know
then i am wondering why he/she didn't do so when im in school
or face to face at least...

Oh I really do hope that person will find me hahas
weird aren't I :)
It's something new...:D

Anyway I'll be polite and reply "Asexygirl" :)
For ur information, whether i call myself captain is my business , not yours.
So who are u to concern urself with my blog? :)
Oh and i do admit i am overweight and yes, fat :)
but i don't find it really bad or anything
cause i know i am healthy,
healthy enough to run 6km straight without stopping
Good enough to run 2.4km in 13 minutes
So , so what if i am overweight.
Oh but i do disagree with the word 'BIATCH'(bitch)
cause according to www.dictionary.com ,
this word means a
malicious, unpleasant, selfish person.
I disagree to being such a person.
This is because if i am really so ,
i doubt that I'll have friends :)

Oh friends who's reading my blog, pls ignore this post
hahas cause i'm just too bored with studying
and thought that i should write something :)
Since someone scolded me on my tagboard (without stating their name),
i figured i should write something on it :D

Hmm i guess i'll write what i did during these few days? :)
I practically just slacked, go for tuition, meet angeline ,
study physics and chemistry :)
Boring life right ? yeah it is .. :)
but look on the brighter side of it,
i'm taking in more knowledge and working hard for my 'o'levels :)

Ah gotta eat dinner, i'll blog next time :)
-End-

Out For Buffet.

2009-10-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hmm Since I did not have much time to practice English,
I conclude that I might as well practice it while I blog :)

Yesterday(Thursday)
- Only English Vocab
I was too exhausted to do anything revising.(due to HB Training )
I believe those who saw me lying on my desk today (FRI)knows this ..

Today (FRI)
-English Vocab
-Chemistry :) 1.5hrs

I went out with Angeline today :)
Thought the buffet was not very nice but I had quite a good time. :)

JiaYou ah!!! I always feel like slacking ... MOTIVATION I NEED YOU!!!!

Homework.homework.homework.

2009-10-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

WooHoo. :D
From today on i will be diligently updating my blog..
as in not on happenings in schools and such
but on what work i did after school daily :)

7 october
-English Compo
-Chemistry paper 2
-English Vocabulary ( 2 excercise )
-1 and half hrs of physics revision ...
( going to do so in ard 10 minutes or so :D )

hmm i still have a comprehension+summary not done yet...
gonna do it tomorrow morning xD
waking up at 4.30 am >.<

hai no more goodnightsleep from now on till 'o' comes...
only got not enough sleep lol

-Update tmr :) - Everyone Jiayou for 'O' okay? -

SPLURGE

2009-09-27T16:10:00.003+08:00

It's been really long since i've last posted on this blog :)
there's many many many things to say but i'll try cutting it short :)
first off is my splurge in the Bonia House hahas..
i bought....

- Carlo Rino bag for my mum
(it's on offer :D so it costs like $120 dollars only ? )
- Carlo Rino purse / wallet or whatever you call it
( 80 over dollars for mum also :) hoho what a filial child i am :) )

then i went on buying

- Sembonia wallet for my beloved domestic helper :D
which costs only $60 hahas so i thought i should buy one for her to replace her old old one.. :D

- Sembonia wallet also for MYself ! hahas it's a small one though
i really caught my attention too ! $45 .. it's worth the price :)

so u see now with all the buying im in a state of poverty
hahas kidding im just broke hahas not poverty xD
though i do have another $600++ with me .. but they are considered the
'untouchables' :) cause they're all collection money i collected or changed with my dad :)

So those who owe me money , im gonna go after them !!!

Next up is the Prelims !
damn it .. thiz prelim isn't going well ... on some subjects..

Subjects that i thought i've flunk them ..

quite abit- English and History.

English composition & situational writing is....
i think im not gonna pass this paper
cause i totally couldn't think of anything to write then.. in the schoolhall
with the stupid big ass fan and fans on the wall blowing so strongly on all
the students when the weather was so soooooo cold... ( er i think it's ard 22 degrees celsius? )

and then for History...
the most fatal part of the paper is the SBQ
in which i totally do not understand
i guess my basis for the topic isn't at all stable
and i did miss the main point of the qn .
so that's it for the SBQ

also for the SEQ , the qns are quite ... difficult to answer
it requires alot of rephrasing ..
and i didn't have enough time to finish the paper....
conculsion, i didn't do well for History (both SEQ and SBQ)

The subject i thought i flunk the most was probably gonna be physics
damn the paper 2...
i think i wasn't in the correct state of mind or that my mind is drifting somewhere else .. cause i didn't understand alot of the qns and i probably will just be passing my physics paper... thank goodness i have the McQs to help me
or im sooo gonna get a C5 or C6

In conclusion my estimated grades for my prelim is...

English - C5 or in worse case C6
E. Maths - A1
A. maths - A1
Physics - B4 / B3
C. Humanities - C5/ C6
Chemistry (paper 1 haven take yet so if everything goes ok
i think it'll be) - B3 or in better case A2

So.. im soooooooooo dead i dunno how im gonna let my parents sign my papers and my report slip, i dunno how im gonna get pass my teachers...
i bet their soooo gonna be nagging at me and telling me abt the scholarship and most promising student stuff...

but it's not like im not trying..
it's just that im not trying hard enough.. ha .. haha
too bad this time :l

it's ok it's alright i'll chiong for o levels now :D

-End-

Siannes...

2009-09-02T19:11:00.003+08:00

Damn sian... tmr ss
i dont feel much like studying but i will anyway
damn sian...
i dunno if Angeline will have the time to go for the trip.
damn sian...

i hate to be like oversensitive
i hate it when others dont keep their promises..
i hate it when i lose my motivation to do things
i hate it when i am like this too.
but u know i just cant help it hahas
afterall, i normally have more negative than positive feelings
hahas

Usual me who isn't much welcomed by people :(
One day i wanna be someone of importance.
i dont wanna be the extra one.
never

-end-

part of what i mentioned to u was the truth

Broke-Rich

2009-08-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

Lol i just went to read my own post
the previous previous one
got 2~3 errors hahas overlooked it when i was writing
pardon me hahas
anyway today still went out to eat with angeline :)
hmm alot of pple surprised me for remembering my birthday date
especially my primary school friends :)
and and this year alot of pple give angbao
hahas
$4 from grandma
$20 from Mama no.2
$50 from 2nd brother
$80 from Mama (real de)
$200 from Papa :D
hoho suddenly go from broke to rich hahas
so happy i can save them for taiwan's trip :)
then can spend like siao
hahas:D

hmm...
next week i shall start the schedule!
studystudy&study hahas
and there's alot of results ( 2 ) coming out next week
first off , MT o'level results
wah seh i really want an A1....
if not i have to retake
i want to...
A2 makes my aim of getting L1R2B3 < 10
so much harder..
so A1 !!!~~~ please~~~
second, It's the handball selection for YOG training squad..
The results coming out soon
wa.. abit nervous hahas...
mm.. nth else le...
Oh! all the test results i wanna know how i fair!
I think i flung physics and chemistry
I think i did well for Amaths & Emaths
I think my english and MT compo both also okayokay...
Humanities... so uncertain
hais..
nvm look on the brighter side,
it's room for improvements
hahas
aiyo
need go toilet hahas
shall end off here :)
sorry o so sudden ~~ :D

GOGOGO!!!

哦那位小姐真是的。。。

2009-08-04T16:57:00.003+08:00

哦那位小姐真是的。。。
Handphone 被没收了不知道要怎么连络她
哎。。。
怎么办怎么办呢？

Hai nvm ..
forget it if i really cant go out with Angeline today

Anyway, today's NewSouthWales paper was difficult
hmm or should i say
there's not enough time?
i think i focused too much on mcq
that's why my last like 9 questions i didnt even get to read the qn..
hahas so
byebye to the distinction...
:)

u know? i am so gonna work hard and push angeline hard too?
I am gonna stick to the stupid schedule even if it meant
that i have to become some sort of naggy mama.. :)
I really hope she'll score high high high!
I also really hope I can score very very high too !!! :D
Jiayou ba people! Prelims and O' & N' levels are soooo near :D

It's just round the corner knocking on our doors !!
If u aren't prepared , don' think of passing the devil's door!
hahas
:)

~HappyBirthdayToSuMin~~~~ hahas
Thanks Mama , Thanks for bringing me to this world!:)
&&& sorry for not letting u got play mahjong
hahas

缺乏动力。。

2009-08-03T22:31:00.007+08:00

动力。。现在的我缺乏的就是它。。。

每天每天忙进忙出的我

不是真的有目的的有目标的。

虽说我想要当医生，

但不知何时我的中心以不再是读书。。。

但是读了亚伦的网志

那份冲劲，决心马上扑满我整颗心

让我顿时觉得自己生活得很充实

是亚伦不间断的努力，表现出的毅力深深地吸引着我

使我也想和他一样努力！:)

因此

我要努力

我要考进台大

我要在考完O'水准后，

把所有的精力，时间，和努力

花在工作赚钱存钱去台湾，和学音乐。。

我想去台湾:) !!!

想象中的台湾是无比美丽完美的。

蓝蓝，平静的那片海能让人静下心来。

轻轻吹着的风带着浓浓花香能使我马上感觉清爽放松。

亲切总是带着笑容的大婶大叔们，

有如看到好朋友似的，欢迎着从别处来相同颜色的我们。

天暗但充满活力的城市，

从台北101大楼往下望的迷人风景，

让我不经想要立刻出发到台湾。

在暗暗的天空下还有正在努力的工作的，

有刚到家的上班族，

也有在暑假时空闲得很的年轻人

在西门丁逛逛街买买东西。

真想去台湾啊！:)

努力！明年台湾我铁定去！等我把台湾！：）

A sudden thought to write a post like this.

Writing using chinese words is cool , way cool.

I try to write in this way as often as possible, i guess :)

Got to go :) Good night people !

(hmm.. I really wanna go Taiwan.. :D )

2009-07-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

WOOHO!
:D
nowadays busy with handballhandball&handball :D
tough trainings hahas
cause selection coming soon!
wanna get in the gold team hahas
keeper!! :D

anyway
just ard 3 weeks ago
my timing for 2.4km was 14 10 min
hahas
now i can run 2.4 km in 12 30 min under
hahas if i push la
:D
so happy sia
andand
i just went running with my brother:D
hoho
ran about 4km? there's up slope too:D
and my timing was 22 min 36 sec !
hahas
good right? i know hahas
power uh?
when i started running the 1~2 km
my knee pain
but i dun care hahas
then just keep running :)

my ankle still swollen ...
weak ankle .

i've been slacking in studies though
i gotta buck up after selection is over:D
it's on the 26th july :S
Angeline coming down to watch it too
!! hahas excited and nervous as usual
i dont really feel so much right now
but i bet i'll be real nervous on the day
hahas

er got to go
cause i need to bath :)
cya!~~

missuloads.

2009-06-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

..
i guess things cant be the same anymore.
outcome is that
even if she forgive me
it cant be like b4
.
though i did felt a wave of sadness
.
a good lesson to learn
hahas
i think.. i'll rather learn now then later
when i end up in the society
cause things wont be as easy
.
thanks hahas
thanks to those who points out my bad points :)
though when u all point it out
i might give the face that
i dont wanna change
but
i'll always reflect
:)
when others remind.
.
thks alot to those who constantly reminds me
.
this incident again reminds me
during the start of this year
i've shown really bad attitude to my dear friend
Angeline and Liran
really sorry still
hahas
hope i haven't let u all feel that
i didn't keep my promise :)
.
.
i think michelle let me realised
it's really high time for me to change
hahas
.
i'll figure out on my own
where and what i should change
or probably someone can tell me ?
:)
hmm first off is confirm
that i'm always too blunt
so i should learn to be really considerate
of others feelings
to totally control my temper
.
.
.

even though i felt.. really bad that
others dont really like me
but in fact i've known that sometimes
the wrongs are really on me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

nvm
once i get my attitude and temper changed
i never wanna have this feeling again
NEVER.

mark my words.

~away trying~

2009-06-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

.. I figured i should apologise..
even if she didn't wanna forgive me.
I don't wanna lose this friend.
i don't know what more i can do.
i am not skilled when it comes to this kind of things.
but my piano teacher told me to talk it out or just apologise
so i did as i am told.
thorough sms.
i dunno know the outcome yet.
and
i dunno how i'll feel if u decided she cant forgive me.
but somehow
her not contacting me from april till now.
gives me the feeling that
On graduation day,
I'll definitely tear.
cause i cant bear all my dear friends who
have made my secondary school life filled with good memories.
Even if now i have really lesser and lesser contact
with my sec 1&2 classmates, my softball girls, the councillors..
part of me still really think abt them.. :)
i miss the days i had with my team.
the fun days with 2A3..
and the councillors.
I dunno what happened to me this year
my temper and attitude really..
but
I'll change :)
i promise.

~my heart had never forgotten the times we had together.. ~

2009-06-14T21:18:00.004+08:00

Today~~
bad. my keeping for 1st half totally sucks.
Like there's no keeper there. a free goal post.
Cried during break time.
damn.
but good thing is that the 2nd half i got back to form.
:)
i think for 2nd half i saved more than half the balls :)
which is a good thing. considering the speed of their ball.
haiz
i still got alot to work on
especially on my legs.
i probably got to train my kicks up and out
also on my reflexes..
i need to be alot faster than now
to make up for my stupid height
hahas
i think i got to train
my thigh muscles alot more!
Jiayou lo!

And really thank those who encouraged me during & after
the match :)
it made me felt better ..
and really sorry to my dear TH teammates..
didnt save better in 1st half.
or the gap or scores wouldn't be THAT big .
hmm..even if the handballers wouldn't come & read.
i dont care . i just wanna post
:D
lesson to be learnt . something i took home.
good thing to participate in this SHBCC
hahas
:)
i look forward to the next match.
Alot!
nowadays very into handball
hahas

anyway. for those who read my blog.
i wonder if u pple have any ways to help me
er. like knee bones not very in place.
so i sort of need help here.
it's really weird when i walk and also
sometimes it hurts.
so i think for SCI
i probably wont wanna dance the 2nd part .
sorry to qing ning
i wanna rest my knees abit.

lastly, i wanna end off saying
those who didn't participate in a sports that
requires teamwork, it's time u join one.
It'll teach alot. really , alot.
:)
i'll blog again on tuesday. after the match:)

2009-06-11T14:29:00.002+08:00

woah... recently abit busy.. and lazy also to post
hahas
anyway
nowadays i am busy with handball stuffs
:)
seriously..
though the trainings are quite tough and all..
i like them
hahas
weird aren't I ? :D
it's just like
during the trainings requires teamwork
and the youth girls bond rather quickly ..
The seniors are really caring :) so i like them too!

hmm.. in all i think the choice to play handball
was a total right one!
hahas

Training causes some injuries here and there though
small ones , light injuries are things like
blisters, and things with skin peeling off
due to friction with the ground..
then the slightly serious ones
are the shocks on ankle and knee pain
especially recently ..
those shocks really scare me .. :)
(p.s. shocks are something like sprain but much less serious than that)

still, these are not exactly serious ! hahas :) no worries!

ANYWAY! These days i have been missing my dear Angeline too much
hahas
i think we haven't really chat for ages!
man! I totally have to set a date for us to go out
hahas

hm.. other than these.. there's nothing else better to blog?
so i shall go out and buy some groceries le!
or else i wont have my breakfast TMR!!!
:)

~End~
Wa . xiang ni lei!~
loads to say!

2009-05-08T13:26:00.004+08:00

Oh right .. Angeline if u happen to see this

Er. I've worked out something down here. abt the Taiwan trip thing.
u know,
End of year we've got prom and stuffs. so i thought
u should at least save up like 200 bucks of something
before graduation.

This is the amt of $ i think u have to work for this end of yr..

At most for the entire trip = $1700
In which i tot u could probably
get ur family to sponsor u like ermm
hahas $500?
and since we're going after new yr
probably save up that money ( ard $200 ? )
then u're left with like $1000 to work for.
umm
if possible I'll try get my parents to sponsor also
hahas
MMmmmmaayybe i can get my mom to fork out like $500
for the hotel
then split cost. and u'll be left with $750 to work for
during dec. holidays.. :)

Hmm.. for me i think i can get something out of my dad and 2nd bro
hmm
maybe another $300?
my dad probably wants me to use my own money in this trip
so..I'm also gonna work during dec. holidays too.
:DD
i figured after paying for hotels & flight ,
I'll probably be left with ard 3k of savings...

SO! After all the calculating ,
i tot u should know that this buddy of urs got enough money
to help u go with her on the trip hahas :)

U know~ I'm
Reallllyy looking forward to it leh :D

anyway,
I give u the details next time kay?
Just get a general idea from this post.. :)

cya. ~

2009-05-06T12:26:00.003+08:00

Omg im like so excited for next yr's Taiwan trip .. man
angeline u better not cheat me hor !
I look up on taiwan de info ..
quite alot
hahas
andand i'll make a list of the estimated amt of $$$
on the trip..
er er
u wan good hotels?
hahas :D
i saw 1 not bad but quite ex lo
but i think if it's a holiday then should be okay de

hahas i just came in to blog abt this
:)
recently nothing much
i've been a real slacker in studies..
like always Lin Shi Bao Fuo Jiao
dunno Bao De Dao Ma..
hahas :)

Hope all goes well and I'll do okay for MYE !! :)
Post again another day.

2009-04-11T23:39:00.003+08:00

I'm getting real motivated by the happenings around me
thanks michelle:)
thanks a lot:)
now i am aiming for :

- getting back all my As
- losing weight
- practise hard for handball
- make friendship with others better:)

i will perservere :)
cause i wanna get excellent o levels results
i wanna get 9 points for L1R5 without minus CCA points
then i wanna get in anderson JC for science
then i wanna do well for general paper
i wanna score like probably alot of As also for A levels
I wanna STUDY OVERSEAS!!!
my target uni:

1. Taiwan's taida uni
2. Cambridge uni
3. NUS

hahas i didnt dare hope for harvard uni or oxford uni
:)
!! i believe that someday i'll become someone who's very successful :)
Medical course.. doctor ... i'm coming !!! :DDD

2009-03-11T20:32:00.004+08:00

It struck me that stupidity and idiocy in movies
and shows actually do happen.
It's seemed unusually dumb ..
STUPID is the best word to describe it.

can't wait for the 20 more days to pass
so that truth can at last be revealed.
(though i have no idea how)

--End--
grew fat again
sob.

2009-03-04T20:44:00.003+08:00

Mon: Man.. Didn't know why i managed to
confide to her about things.. hahas
So end up like some emo freaks .. :) lol
Man.. it's all mdm Lim's fault la..
-End-

Today: Just like yesterday, i don't
like the feeling of being too alone.
I may like being alone sometimes.. but
probably not almost everytime....
Though i know everyone will have friends
that they wanted to go with and talk to,
but is asking company of probably 1/8 of
a day , 3 hours, really too much?
Or am i just someone so boring that
nobody can bare to stay and talk with
me? .. hahas ha
It's not like i am asking for someone
to constantly stay by my side , not
spending time with the other friends...
I just don't get it.

I'm not writing this to imply anything
to anyone.. just .
i don't know where to throw these feelings.
yeah . that's all for the emo part.
hahas :)

Also, today i did something really crazy!
Mad ! i am .. hahas but
i think it's worth it and i don't regret
having done it as well. :)
Sometimes i wonder if i am the kind who
will do anything for someone close to me..
Hahas .. if i tell pple abt this,
they will call me ah Xiao :D hahas

Don't ask me what issue is that. Just
let me keep it in my heart , alright? :D

-End-

Angeline, u r so damn right abt
what others are giving u on ur day :D
clever girl!

2009-03-01T10:38:00.003+08:00

Umm .. Excuse me ? Anyone knows who this Hm is?
Anyway, here's my reply.

Erm even if u are one of the seniors,
don't u think that being too one sided on ur views
It's a little bit unfair to some of us in the team, isn't it?
Yes u can say most of us are not improving much,
yes u can say we slacked in some trainings..
but if u look at the attendance book ,
u will realise that almost everyone
comes down for most of the training..
and some of them really are seriously training..
so it's quite unfair to them if u make such a statement.
Though i quite agree to u that if we were to work
HARDER , we would have won those games.
but then again, the word is ' harder' and not 'hard'.
I mean we work hard but not hard enough.. :)
u Probably dont agree much to my statement
just like i dont agree much on yours too.
So let's just keep our opinions to ourselves.

-End-

o right. damn anyone any suggestions?
i'm thinking what i should get for Angeline's
Birthday..
and for those buying her presents also,
can u pls tell me abt it so that our
presents do not clash? :))
i dunno if anyone read this but
WHATEVER >.<
:D

2009-02-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

Read shiyun's blog and decided that
i should write something as well.
What i can say is that
we all must learn to be stronger ,
learn to be tougher and learn to put in more effort
in the things we are going to do in the future.
Yes , it was really sad.
yes, it was a deep regret.
but i feel that things happen for a certain reason.
Things happen to make us improve and reflect.
I will do so , to make things i do in the future better.
Calm urself down and think ahead instead of the past.
Dont dwell on things or think of ur regrets.
cause they make u fall into a trap.
the trap of pessimisim and depress.
I don't wanna fall into those traps
so i think and look ahead
putting aside my regrets .
I know i have to do this so that i
does not affect other things in my life
If i dwell on this regret on the match,
so much so that it makes me moody, frustrated,
unable to concentrate on studies, duties
then i have failed to learn my lesson.

Right , i guess i should write some of my thoughts
and feelings about today's match.

Regrets.

That's the precise word to describe it.
I will not blame others for losing the match.
I will blame only on myself.
How i should have pushed my girls to train harder
last yr and this yr.
How i should have kept the morale up .
How i should have ran faster,
fast enough to get myself saved
when i was meant to be a sacrifice.
I feel that to me, the match is not straining
my body , but my mind.
I want to avoid playing a match.
Though i dont seemed like i am doing so.
Afraid, fear .
I am scared of losing , disappointment,
expectations, pressure... so much so that i..
sometimes hope that ...
hai nvm.
dont mind the last sentence.
hmm..
i shall talk abt something else.

The most memorable, no , impactful
part of the game was in the last inning.
When I am down at the batter's box.
Coach signalled for a bun .
I didnt want to do it.
Cause i feel that probably hitting can bring
back maxine from the second base to home..
but that's coach's instruction.
I have to obey.
So i went to concentrate only on bunting.
When the ball impacted the bat.
I ran , with concentration on the first base.
I ran with all my might.
I HATE how i couldn't run faster,
I HATE how i couldnt bun nicely...
Lots of emotions just swell up on me before
i even touch the base.
I knew i wouldn't make it safe at first base
but i didnt care, i ran with might.
Even though i knew i would be out,
i knew i was meant to be a sacrifice,
but i knew at the same time
just how important is one out at the inning.
those feelings gushed out
and i felt like crying .
but i held it totally in.
I tried to hold on to the remaining
faith i have for u girls.

When match ended and we offically
couldnt make it to top 4 ,
I knew i should not cry
for if i did.
I believe others will do the same.
I want you all to know,
that we have to accept the lost.
Accept it like a man. (though we are girls :) )

I regret . not only because i didnt put
in enough effort to bring u girls together for training.
but also because of losing.
i regretted losing to fajar the very moment
the match ended.
Cause i felt that i didnt lead the team well.
or good enough , to not tarnish the reputation of opss
To not throw the coach's face. To not make him
totally disappointed in us.
That's the reason why i wanted u girls to
continue with the bet we had with coach.

So much effort he put in to train us,
so much expectation.
Did u girls see?
His expression after every match?
Did u girls apprehend the reason
why he often flared at us and then
stopped doing it near the end of those matches?
He was disappointed..
utterly.
Did u girls know,
that he actually dotes on us more than the seniors?
he didn't treat us like how he treated the boys and
our seniors..
he gave us more patience , hoping
we would return his effort by playing
a ERROR FREE GAME.
Look at how badly coach scolded the guys
Look at how sad his expression was after today's match.
I felt that he so Almost cried with some of us.
somehow, i feel that he is like another father to me.
seriously speaking, i HATE to disappoint pple.

okay i shouldnt blabber further ..
I don't like the weak side of me..
hahas
i will become strong de:)
i am proud that i didnt cry today.
though tears did swelled up in my eyes.
I didnt let it fall :)

--End --

Let us all pick ourselves together
and start making things better :)

2009-02-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

Right people , today's big event is
:DD match of course :)
as i have mentioned before , today's match is crucial
and we won!!!
:DDD
and that would mean that we would safely proceed to the 2nd round
though coach says he doesn't have much expectation for us...
just happy and contented with us going to the 2nd round...
hahas
but i guess i don't really ask of us to get into top 4
just good games will satisfy me
i would say today's game is badly played.
lots of errors n mistakes as usual
so it's like 96% right to say we will lose to
Tanjong Katong this coming thursay.
2 % of good luck for us
and 2 % of bad luck to them
hahas that's y it's not 100% that we will lose
if u ask why it's 2 %?
the thing is , i cant give u the answer as well
hahas :D
cause it's just a sudden , random thought of mine. :)
right. today's score is 12-8
we won by 4 runs
and that totally sux
but nvm i dun really dwell on it.
dunno why

anyway, tmr's emaths test... i dunno how i would fair
and nowadays the comments and complains for the
english vocab test punishment thingy is like...
" wah lao must write 45 times for each wrong answer lei.
i don't think i got the time to finish it."
"damn.. it's due on thursday"
"shit man, the stupid ******* "

yeah that's about it. unless u wanna count in comments
from pple like michelle lim...
who unfortunately got like 15 for the test
and the punishment range is like
"15 and below 45 times"
"16 and above ... times"

hahas poor michelle
:(
o right , i have been quite into books these days
and i have finished reading the entire series of twilight
within like less than 2 weeks?
and yes ur eyes aren't playing tricks on u
it's 2 weeks
and ALL 4 books of the series
how's that
hahas :D
anyway.. i think it's quite a good book
but probably not as good as Harry Potter
The plot and stuffs are fresh though :)

ah i should stop my blabbering
i have to get my sleep...
my eyelid is like dropping?
after this long day
classes, match, tuition till around 9.40 pm then reach home lei..
:) yeah tired .
so got to go :)

--END--
May luck always be with Gems.
(and i mean good luck :D)

2009-01-31T18:50:00.002+08:00

Recent events shook me ..
Though it doesn't seemed to concern me much,
i still have to care about it.
Alot of things can happen if the truth prevails.
Alot of ways to break the heart of the one who lies.
Alot of outcome can come from our decisions.
Which one is the best, i do not know.
But i know that truth cannot be kept for long..

Sometimes i wonder if i have kept too much to myself.
Sometimes i wonder if i should share more with my bestfriend.
Now i am sure to not keep secrets from you :)
unless i know you'll feel uncomfortable knowing it .. :)

Hope for the best then :)

-------------------------------

Please wish the b'team softball girls luck for our matches
when u see us around the sch :)
1st match : OPSS vs CHIJ st Theresa (home)
3rd Feb. 2.30pm
2nd match : Tanjong Katong vs OPSS (away)
5th Feb. 2.30pm
3rd match : OPSS vs Greendale (home)
10th Feb. 2.30pm

This is the draw for the first round :)
Hopeful to get into the second round :)

2009-01-10T19:12:00.005+08:00

Hmm ..where have i left it on?
oo.. right homeworks
i have actually finished doing all my homeworks
school actually started off quite ok.. i think.
but after that
loads of things start to come in
though i like the feeling of being busy
but somehow
i dun like to spent all my time on just work work and work.
the thing is i wanna spend time with my friends
but
at times quite some things cropped up at the same time
i couldn't help the frustration in
and i so let it out without thinking
without thinking that i wanted to be a better person.
i should have held it in
without thinking of other's feelings
i vent it on them
without thinking they have got nothing to do with contributing on my frustration.
without thinking that i just ... lost my temper.
quite a few times these few days
to Angeline and LiRan specifically
i am really sorry about it.
i know i shouldn't have done that
i know u think i am now like so bad tempered
so unreasonable and probably even crazy
but Please.
forgive me
and i will make sure it will never happen again.
i swear...
ha i think that's the first time i swear?
anyway
the things i am now working on is...
-Chemistry competition.(research)
-slimming down
-saving money
-Proposal of softball cap.
-Revisions
-Canteen duties... nid to improve..

Things i have finished doing:
-doing up softball room
-english presentation

Coming up next:
-SCI(21th Jan)
-Physics competition
-A maths test( cruical )

The thing is
i think i am tryig to do too many things at a time.
but i guess it's no choice
cause they just came to me...
english presentation spent me fairly much time. around 8 hours i guess
doing up of softball room spent me more effort.around 8 hours also.
Softball room has been tidied up by me, Jeckie, Shiyun,mr tan , mr Ng
and some other softballers probably helped a little...
the amount of rubbish we collected was like 4 BIG garbage bag
u know?!?! how dirty softball room is last time ?
hahas

Chemistry project needs the team members to look up on tea leaves and chlorine in swimming pool. wonder how that's related to the project though..
but damn it i cant find decent information on them..
so still working on the research part..
i guess i got to spend around 3 or 4 more hours on it.
total up i will be spending around 8 hours too...

Canteen duty hasn't gone too well cause the malay boys
always creates trouble
like not keeping plate
putting it on other tables.
not throwing the rubbish
also eugene( sec 3 softballer)
also does the same thing.
taking advantage as some of our members are just not alert enough when on duties
hai..
so people.
pardon me for always putting up a straight face when i am doing my duties.
i have to be more serious about it
more fierce
so that others wouldn't dare to not listen to me
of course
straight faces are only for the stubborn students. the ones i just mentioned.
but since for the whole of recess time they kept me occupied with scolding them
u will see me with straight face for the whole of recess time
hahas
:) sort of no choice huh?

also i have to pull up my socks for my studies.
felt that i am slacking on my chem and physics.
english and chinese too
a & e maths i got lots of help from mrs kumar
so i should be okay
basically
i must work harder this year to cope with everything....

There's still this softball cap thing
i think it's all left for me to plan and decide
i just asked for opinion of my other members of the commitee.
things like quotation embiodaries pics
prices suppliers sample
i must get them ready
damn
i dunno how
but i have to do it..
haii...

nowadays i think i work on saving money more then slimming down.
never really had the time to exercise
even if i had
like now
i am just too reluctant to do so
wanna relax today
tmr i have a straight 4 hours tuition
damn it
it's all because of the open house to SP
which i think was a waste of time.

Tmr then i will finish all my research
do some revision
finish the tuition hw which would be given to me tmr
prepare proposal...
yea that's basically it.
i think there's nothing else that i have left out

so i shall report again next time !!!
:D
-End-
guess i have to get used to taking stress and all.
i have to get used to working hard.
just like how he does it.
just like how the exco members does it.
:)

2008-12-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

ahh these few days i have been working
and seriously
little time spent on homework, friends as well as my family...
i have to really really pull up my socks next year
working till the 25thdec
so i am left with like 7 days
to do:
-physics practice for graphs
-physics 2008 paper
-chinese book reflection
-2english article reflection
-work on the reading english bk thing(damn it's troublesome)
-memorising english words
-socialstudies summary

i think that's everything i have not done yet
but the thing is
i think my brain is now like rusty
alot of stuffs i need to think hard to recap
so i would probably spend like whole of 5 days to finish everything lei
onli 26th and the 31th gonna go out
26th with angeline and 31th with bgirls and seniors
hmmm...
damn
now i am lost in what to buy ...
aii...

today..before shop closes
i went to tampines mall near the shop i am working in
and i went for like 40 mins
totally forgotten about the time
i feel like i am so selfish
break for so long....
then i even made a pregnant woman wait for me
to finish eating and come back...
i ate first ...
i feel guilty now...
damn.

got to find some ways to amend
got loads of things i wanna do..

1.Finish all my hw
2.Study well and Study hard next year
3.Do my duties properly
4.Lead my team propery
5.Learn dance (guess i am going for pop or hiphop ba...dunno lei but i wanna learn dance. Some of u might find it weird hahas)
6.Save up alot of money
7.Do well for my O'levels and School examsandTests
8.Slim down by 6 kg
9.Grow taller
10.Correct my own attitude, make myself a person with better character? :)

Okay i shall stop blabbering about my wantswishandhopes
Also
Fahrenheit's concert totally ROCK man!!
they're singing improved by ALOT!!
hahas
like
so nice can!
they're HE Ying very good :D
especially Yalun
hahas
They damn damn damn damn hot man
people
if u were to see them once .. i bet u will love them
hahas
FAHRENHEIT ROCKS!!!
JIAYOU!!
LOL
end le la i tmr still got work and tuition
hai
there goes my Christmas eve
worse still
i am working as well for christmas
while brothers and sister stay at home celebrating with friends and relatives
having a party...
hai

-End-
YALUN!!!~~JIAYOU~~!!

Pls pardon me for my selfishness..

2008-12-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

OMg people!! LOOK this DAmn NIce Video!!! :DDD
They're SOOOOOOOO GODD DAmn hot!!!
mannnn!!!
they ROCK!!

This is their new album's song :DD
So NICE SIA!!!
ANd peoplE!!
im going to their concert like ... TODAY!?!?!?
19th of DEC!!!
omg
cant wait
man
i regretted not getting the 168 dollars seat
=.=
i took at 138 de
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERiously
hai
nvm can see them hear them can le
hahas
i'll post again tonight:D

2008-12-05T16:36:00.002+08:00

Damn .. today i so hot argh
and i've got nothing to do u know?
no work this week
dunno ziliang will let me work ma lo
hahas

im still left with more than half of the hw
hahas
so slack right?
but i know next yr must chiong sua liao

Everyone! SLACK while YOu CAN!!!
LOL

-End-
such words coming out of my mouth
hahas

Hope to see you soon!!!!!!!!!:)
it's nearing !!!

2008-12-02T15:48:00.013+08:00

Thisis the legendary-big-size ZHU JIAO :D hahas
but it's only the bone LOL

This is the BAobao i chose for my sister to BAo hahas :D

Steamboat with soup boiled in ZHUJIAO for 5 HOURS LE!!
:D YUM lol ma.... u just like to pose uh?

The grandpa and grandma that helped us to wait for queue
for seats in the shop..
waited for like 1 hr plus?

Annddddd..................... This is the CLASSIC !!!! LOL :D

It's a REAlLy Nice Church .. isn't it? :)

Hohoho OneoftheDarkNights :S
hahas kidding :D

So DArk!! Around 8 plus only.. or maybe 9? No pple on street....

Nice effect , right?
no editing okay!! :)

Look!! Fishes that looks like snake...
lol i ate some of it hohoho

The one beside me is Anson's girlfriend :)

Anson kor is the one that brought my mother and I
around when we were in China :)

The shop with very nice noodles and dumplings:D

Look at that !! so artistic Right? LOL
dunno why can get to capture a pic like this
No editing de wor!!
u know i dont do editing :)

Still early and there's not much pple around :)

The Pics i took on plane :)

YAY! I'm going home!! that's what i thought then.

You know.. the dumplings and noodles
The hot boiling stuffs that they sell there
are DAmn cheap
man! so worth to eat it
it's yummy and cheap and VERY filling
hahas :)
Singapore's dumplings and noodles
can't be compared to that of China's
Hehe:)
The traffic is bad but the food is good
so overall
the trip is quite okay lo
hahas
another that i heard from pple there
that is..
in china , the latest phone can cause people
like around their one to two months pay
which is like few thousand
LOL so expensive right?
yeah... but their houses and food are cheap :)
the fast food is exp though
hahas
though sudden
i shall stop the posting
lol cause i lazy to update more pics!
pple .. TAG ME MORE OFTEN!! lol

:)
-Su Min-End-

2008-12-01T22:45:00.003+08:00
Helo people ! AT last SuMin the biscuit lover is back!
hahas
so long didnt post on my blog
seems pretty dead huh?
People !!! tagg my blog pls!!!
man...
nvm

Here's my most recent feeling .
damn work is hard.
i guess i am more suited to be someone who doesn't work
while STANDING the whole time
sorry Liran that job is tiring
just dont like it
i work for 6 days and i quit
it's especially the last day that's the most tiring ... 9 hrs of standing man...
at the same time i realise that the world of lians and bengs doesn't suit me at all
or maybe i shouldn't Even use the word 'suit'
.. hai
but anyway
my ambition ... or should i say
what i best think the job that suits me most is
probably being a doctor ? or maybe a businesswoman
hahas
u ppl would probably say just like u man
hahas probably
i realised only now that pple always think of me as one who works
really hard for my studies
for my Eoy
but pple, infact
i didn't
sorry to say that but the subject i put the most effort in for eoy
is actually
ehhem
CombinedHumanities
LOL
cause of the memorising part
that i would say i put in quite some effort...
then for most of the other subjects i would say
the credit goes to mostly to my beloved Mrs Kumar
my tuition teacher .. and also some credit to our sch's teacher
anyway
next yr i've got to buck up really much
some physics and chem stuffs
i dont really get it inside my head
so i have to get it in
hahas

as for hw?
i have only finished doing 1162, amaths , emaths and abit of physics
how's that?
slow huh?
lol
now i think i gonna work at angeline's workplace..
selling babyclothes
hahas
so cute the clothes lei!!
:D

guess i shouldn't be much more longwinded than this
last thing
this song Rocks!
:DDai Wo Zou MV - Yang Cheng Ling

2008-11-16T22:41:00.003+08:00
I am back from China :D!!

hmm
The first comment on China GuangZhou
is that
damn the traffic
lolx

it's like the cars doesnt care about the traffic lights
and just drive though the crowd when the green man is still ON
and man
even if the road is only for one way
u have to be cautious
u have to look at both ways
cause who knows
the bicycles might just come straight towards u
with NO tendency to stop AT ALL

lol
when my mom first went there afew years ago
she nearly
just by afew cm
managed to dodge the attack from
those two/three wheels speeding bikes
damn it's like so unsafe there when u cross the road
u feel as if u will get banged head on if u arent cautious

SO! people BE ALERT

the first thought that comes into my mind when i came back to singapore is like
mannnn.............. Singapore is SO SAFE
LOL
only when one experience the danger of crossing the roads in China,
one will then realise the Safety-ness of crossing the roads in Singapore :D

hohoho
hmm
i went there to accompany my mom
know the reason?
it's because
SHE's scared of GHOST
LOL!
but only in China's hotel rooms
dunno why
i went there to look for goods for my mom's business
and nothing much for me to buy
so i ended up buying stationarys and bears and notebooks
for my girls
those who didnt get anything
PLS do not be JEALOUS
hehe
cause it's ur luck for not being part of my b'girls team :)

only on the last day
i get to shop stuffs for like around 1~2 hrs?
and my mom is like complaining
saying that she's tired
BUT
weird uh?
when she's buying goods she doesn't seemed tired
she can walk and walk and walk
from morning till 6 pm
dunno why she would feel tired shopping for clothes
=.=
what a weird mom i have

hmm
next i wanna talk about today
or to be abit more precise
just now, 15 mins ago

my 2nd brother is gonna bring my little sister
to watch madagasca(dunno how to spell) tmr
both my brothers and my father and little sis
is gonna watch that movie tmr
so my sister asked me when i just got home
whether i wanna go watch movie tmr too
i told my 2nd brother i may or may not go for the movie tmr
cause of the bgirls outing
then i went for jogging
ran for like 3.5 km
and came back
pack my things for tmr's outing
and guess what
when i got back my little sis was like asking my mom if she wanna go
for movies tmr and the list of pple going does NOT include me
and i was like
saying abit louder to my little sister
who says that im not going for movie tmr?
and both my brothers in the room shouted out
What are u trying to do?Do you need to scold her for that?
then i was like
i did not scold her okay
then they was like
u shout so loudly and u say u arent scolding her?
i replied
i didnt okay i was only abit loud cause i didnt expect u guys to NOT include me in!
my 2nd brother was like
u dont come for the movies tmr with us already !
u dont need to come

and i was like
WTH!?!?@!?@ which part did i do wRONG!>!?
i didnt do anything wrong and they shouted at me
it's like they are scolding their sister who does NOTHING wrong
even IF i DID scold my little sister
i am
just like them
i just merely learned it from them

but the thing is
i didnt scold my sis

argh

know what?
i even searched and looked for their clothes when i was in China
thinking that i SHOULD and MUST buy somthing for them
like they are my brother i should be good to them
BUT here they are scolding me like i did them wrong for something big
i bought clothes for them okay?
normally when i was using the com
when they wanna use the com
i MUST immediately let them use
regardless of whether i am doing something important or not
and if i dont
they push my chair like shooing a dog away
and raise their voice on me
sometimes even scold me
and often ask or u could say command me to get things for them...

what kind of brothers are they?

argh i guess it's my luck
nvm

today went to fahrenheit's thingy
to sign the concert ticket
and i get to shake YaLun's HAND!!!
:D:D:D:D
hohoho
that's like the best thing ever?!?!
:D:D
everyone with the ticket can get their tickets signed
and can shake yalun calvin wu zhun's hand
:D
but bad news is
jiro's not there
cause he got injured during practice for their dance
damn it
they are getting injured like one by one?
poor fahrenheit
hope they can stay healthy and happy ...

hahas i guess i should end my post
or it will get too0ooo long and boring
so
i shall update next time! :D
maybe more on fahrenheit !!!:D

00oEndo00

omg yalun's like god damn handsome
yalun calvin and wu zhun are like dolls
their nose eyes and lips are so !!!!....
i dunno how to explain
man! i hope to see them again!!! :D

i hope i have better brothers

2008-11-08T18:55:00.004+08:00
ha! just came back from the campus aud.
hahas
i flunk it practically
so dun be surprised if u ever see me on tv
and dun laugh too loudly when u see me THAT nervous
hahas:D

though i didnt get into the second round
i think going there and trying out the aud. is a good experience
cause i feel that if i didnt try it this time
i might not have a chance to try it the next time
:)
so i didnt regret joining the competition
just a disappointed in my performance ba..

now i clearly know
i have stage fright
LOL
it's too late to realise it now uh?
:D

thanks for all the 'jiayou's
though i fail to get in the next round
i still feel my singing is not too bad
hahas :D
This probably puts a full stop on my dream of being a singer
hoho
everybody dreams
it's better to realise that the things u want to achieve is unrealistic
and give it up to find another dream or goal.
hahas so
i guess u can say
this aud. is beneficial for me
:)

anyway i will be out to china from the 10-15 nov
so dun try to find me ~!
:D

---buhbye :D---

cant wait to see you...

2008-11-03T21:41:00.002+08:00
The first song of my playlist makes me feel....
i dunno how to say
but it makes me reflect on what im doing nowadays

now im feeling like i lack motivation
my motivation to study sort of disappear
i seem to wonder aimlessly everyday
lazing around
doing nothing meaningful
nothing beneficial to myself

ai...

but
sometimes the song makes me feel hopeful and optimistic
hahas
weird huh?
how one song can bring so many different emotions
goes to show how good the singer , the music , the lyrics is

just here to write abt this feeling ~
end off here ba
gdnight pple ..

i fear.. to move on without aim..
i dun like emptiness ..
pls can i have some motivation?

2008-11-03T13:40:00.000+08:00
i'm going to use it as my first song for aud. hahas
:D

Pei Ni Dao Tian Liang - Evonne Hsu

here's the lyrics :)

眼看星星落下

窗外一点一点出现阳光

摸摸我的头

你说我很棒

我们都是这样

一面带着伤痕一面飞翔

难过的时候

有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮

拥抱着一起分享

能放心的哭一场

是再微笑的力量

只有你明白我的疯狂

不管故事有多长

世界对我太善良

这一路上有你

我变得坚强

你知道我多傻

在你面前从来不用逞强

听我说说话

让我靠一下

想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞

可是不要怕

比赛看谁早一点学会

就算逆风

也能好好带着祝福不再流泪

勇敢的飞

然后分享那种喜悦

有你在身旁

嗯……

suddenly like this song :D

The first song of my blog playlist :D
it's also very nice..:)

Lyrics:

你随意一句话我是上还是下

上去是天堂下去会满脚泥巴

大家看着我等待我的回答

卡在半空中这悬疑是怎样

从来不会变化受不了的自大

偶尔却像吃错药对我放电太可怕

我管你那么多却又感觉什么

谁塞一颗糖在我嘴里快融化

我会错意了吗在热情的仲夏

喔你别告诉我是个冷笑话

我就是停不住这莫名的牵挂

只要你在我身边快乐心都装不下

快想一个方法在热情的仲夏

喔让我面对你不再觉得尴尬

我才不要单恋你太不像我自己

但终究到最后这烦恼还是放不下

从来不会变化受不了的自大

偶尔却像吃错药对我放电太可怕

管你那么多却又感觉什么

谁塞一颗糖在我嘴里快融化
repeat chorus

hahas :D

2008-11-02T00:37:00.003+08:00
Cute isn't it? this blogskin xD
I like the bear alot :) and the colours..
just so bored that i decided to change my blogskin .. hahas

there's a ton of homework waiting for me and i don't even feel like touching it
but i've got no choice though
cause i'm going to work during december.. so i have to finish my work by november
hahas loads to do right? especially for english and chinese..

hahas i dun wanna blabber anymore
i shall end off here :D

sayonara:)

Take a look :D
Love Or Bread - Trailer Premier Clip #1 - Ariel Lin & Joe Cheng

Hoho :D

Deng bu Ji

2008-10-11T07:02:00.002+08:00
Deng Bu Ji ah....

i dunno why but i cant seemed to wait...
i just wanna go kbox u know
even though it's just in a few hours time
that i am gonna meet michelle lim and jiayu..
it's been like this since last night
or more accurately yesterday
soooooo bored at home
until i have to resort to playing mahjong with my grandma, gugu, and guzhang..
yeah i am bored
this is the first time since a very long time
that i have felt that i am left with nothing to do
and it's like so siannnn can
i wanted to phone angeline
but dunno why i didnt.
but anyway
last night i went to bed at 10 pm
hoping that i would sleep and wake up in the morning
at 9 am
but
i lay on my bed until my parent's home
until it's 12++am
i get a bit of sleep
i woke up at 2 pm
after while i drop back into my sleep
but i end up waking up at 6.45am
couldn't get myself back into sleep
so i decided why not just turn on the damn com. man...
probably time might pass faster than lying in the bed..

and god.. my grandma is like coughing so loudly
i can hear from here.. she's at the back of my house anyway
her condition has been on like this since like last week
and my parents,uncles and aunt are worried
u know
coughing too long might become fei yan one..

while writing this post uhh only like 7 minutes pass.
i know i write very slow can..
but i feel like i got all the time in the whole to do this post
so just let me be
hahas:D
o yah i must go make songs for my blog if not it's toooo dead.
and if the writings are too small then soo sorry
but i dunno how to change it

LOL

i my computer and my brothers' laptops all can read the words one..
so i see no point in changing
but people using main coms will see it very clearly de la.

today other than going kbox
we gonna buy tickets!
concert tickets!
hahas of course for my fahrenheit de la
wo de ou xiang !!!!
bu shi ou tu de dui xiang la
hehe:D
going their concert on dec 12
though i dun think the live singing will be veryyyy good..
in fahrenheit i feel that the more tu chu(outstanding) singer
is ya lun... hehe
followed by da dong
then yi ru
last is wu zun

yeah
i hope i really hope the concert will be nice
since it's the first concert i am gonna attend to support my ou xiang
hahas
wo bu gen ni duo suo le la
mien de ni xian wo tai luo suo le.
end off here le
buhbye :D
--end--
fahrenheit rocks!!
gonna enjoy now and get heartbroken on mon. and tues.
hahas :D

2008-10-07T14:08:00.002+08:00
bet this time the results are bad.
especially humanities and physics
shid.
addmaths also got quite alot of careless
hope i still can get the academic award
for 70% and above
i wanna get the scholarship also.

.. nvm
tmr still got emaths
cannot dishearten..
must ta qi jing shen ah!
---gogo!---

Fei Lun Hai Wan Sui!!
Softball training coming back le !!! :DDDDDD
hohoho

2008-09-25T21:02:00.003+08:00
exams are here and i feel stressed up
all thanks to my Malaysia cousin's wedding...
my weekend this week is GONE because of that
and look ...
the amount of thins to memorise!
GOD!
argh...
and what's more la
mon to thurs will be the mass studying dates man...
ss , hist, physics and chemistry...
it's not that maths dun nid study
it's just that i only have to revise my works
unlike the other subjects.
there are some stuffs i nid to memorise...
so i dun think there's much time
this timre round i started revision too late
no use regretting
can only look forward only
look backwards will make u feel miserable.
yeah.. i does make me feel really miserable..
looking back...

ahhhh! and i have to do housework!
but good thing is can exercise
bad thing is it takes up my time!
Aiya end here i dun wan to be longwinded le.
GoodNIGHT people !!! :D

~~~
It has just been a day and it has seemed to me like ages...
I yearn for the day she returns to come.
I hope that time passes faster.
I wish that things can be back to how it was just a few days ago.
but i know one day that i have to let go...
i have got no choice.

2008-09-17T17:58:00.002+08:00
I didnt mean it.
Sorry to show you my attitude when you haven't once shown me yours...
:(

School is like the usual.
It's the pressure from school that is unusual..

dunno if it is because there's more pressure that i don't feel like studying.

Still have to though :(
i will jia you de! :)

Good luck to all :D

2008-08-29T14:55:00.001+08:00
O right , maybe after changing my blogskin i should just blog little bit then...
u know? i have been really slacking in my schworks and stuffs
but
i will chiong of EOY
for my second for maths ...
gosh thanks to all those carelessness
that seemed to have instilled in me
my results are much poorer than it used to be
haii...
nvm

hmm.. can u guys give abit of comment on this new blogskin?
i thought the sun was really nice ... and bright :D

i juust love the sun :D
and erm...
anyone knows if angeline did come to sch today?
i didnt see her nor did i spot LiRan in that mass of crowd.
andand
how's the concert today anyway?
i wanna hear some honest answers :)
pls help me by tagging my blog.
it's abit like dead
hahas :D

o ya the teachers arh...
really..
the homework like trying to kill us
or maybe
they didnt want us to have a good holiday,
for us to pump some energy into us...
and for us to be able to
drive our engines at top speed after holiday...
but anyway
the workload is like.. so damn lot
god ..
i dun even feel like doing them at all.
how i wish someone might help me with them..
especially chinese.
and i wonder why all the teachers want us to
submit the homework they gave to us
by tuesday
and yes. it's the tuesday u are thinking

wait which tuesday are u thinking of?
No! It's not that tuesday!
it's the other tuesday!

hahas i dun lame liao le
ya it's this coming tuesday
september the second...
damn .
even though i know
doing homework benefits me and not them
it's just ~...
u know
i am sure u think the same way...

anyway
i'll end off here.
so buhbye.. :D

--End--

2008-08-17T18:46:00.001+08:00
ok.. since quite a number of people said that my blog is like damn dead.
which i actually totally agreed to it.
like i said before, i blog only when i feel like it.
It doesn't really matter what big or small event came up,
as long as it's something that inspires me or agitate me quite a bit
that i will blog about it.
So! The latest 'big' event is the outward bounds thing..
overall i just wanna say it's really adventurous and challenging and tiring.
like
--nid to kayak to other campsite.
--nid to pitch own tents
--nid to do manaymany other things
--nid to kayak continuously for 11km i think?
but can finish fast within time limit thanks to our navigator!! yeesuan!:D
took us about 4 hours 20 minutes ba...
--trekking for 7 hours, traveling around 13 km.
we had to carry our own food , wet and dry clothes ,
four litres of water , group rations, masstins , own daily necessity.
Boys are worse off cause they nid carry tents that weighs like 9kg?
with their own bags and everything?
so i did help some of them carrying the tents to hold some water..
hahas
but it's a challenging u know this trip
felt like giving up half way and all
but :D:D we succeed and i am very proud of myself :D

umm end liao la
if i post too long ah
pple will start saying i very lo suo liao le
so next time got anything intriguing then i blog again ba
byebye :D
--end--

WOOHOO!!
michelle&jiayu gave me fahrenheit's 2nd album as birthday present
(but sorry michelle that i havent gathered all the things u want.. u know it's hard to find it.)
Angeline,Maxyne and LiRan gave me fahrenheit's xuezhenji..
and i got many other gifts from others !!
thanks all ! :D

SCI

2008-06-27T21:49:00.000+08:00
hmm this feeling,relieved..
For some unknown reasons, i am actually feeling relieved.
Today, it's the Student Council Investiture(SCI)..
Overall, i LOVE it!!:D

Before the SCI starts,
i went to the nearby khatib coffeeshop
to accompany Angeline and Li Ran to have their lunch.
At around 3.08pm i left them.
Afew steps and i realised that i still have to change !!!
Panic, i ran back to school and managed to get prepared by 3.30pm.

The song for all the councillor's entry was played..
Serene was starting to panic, worried about her performance later.
Unfortunately, Nicolette stepped on her shoe and one of them came off.
She was furious and confused.
She picked up the shoe she dropped and went on walking.
She nearly went to sit at the wrong row of chairs!!
but i pulled her over on the correct row.
by the look on her face, she was pissed totally.
she _____.
but later settled down.
The start of SCI has quite a bit of mistakes and error,
but everything went smoothly later on.
i forgot which came first, whether it was the singing thing
or was it amos' speech.
The song the councillors all sang was full of warmth and ..
i don't really know how to express it.
I felt miraculously happy and stress free.
I felt even less stress up then those rehearsals we had.
We sang part of the song wrongly,we joke while we sing..
but we don't blame each other for doing all those things,
it seems as if anything can be forgiven and forgotten.
We really HAD FUN..
Following, there's amos' speech ,mrs Rupesh's speech,Zahin's speech.
All of those were touching ..and sincere.
Touched, i tried to hold back my tears, like many of the other councillors do.
But i can no longer bear it anymore when the sec fours sang the special item.
Loads of the councillors cried and cant bear for the sec. fours to leave them
after this year, that includes me.
I suddenly felt attached to them but had to leave them.
Still, i really had loads of fun, laughter and all positive feelings
lingering in me , even until now.
I think i will miss faridah most luh...umm. yeah.

Today, very very coincidently i met my pri. sch. friends.
I was totally surprised.
We were told to by the Exco. to talk and interact more.
I had high spirits then.
I left my unfinished food and went to talk with other sch.'s councillors.
met weikeat and .._____ dunno who. hahas
talk talk laugh laugh.
damn fun today

Then after that th councillors went to have dinner,
at kfc.
something happen, not gonna mention it.
anyway, QingNing,Tiantian and me talked for quite long.
surprisingly, somethings that seemed hard to talk about
came out of me easily in front of them.
I felt at ease and seemed to know they won't laugh
when i tell any secrets or disgraceful things of any sorts to them.
It was a really nice talk and i really hope to have more of those talks
with other councillors!! every councillor!
hahas

Anyway, i might call for a gathering at softball room..
for the b'girls .
Things needed to be sorted out and get it in place.
yeah.

hmm..
i got the ''they kissed again'' book to read from michelle lim!!
THANKS LOADS!!
:DD

hahas
and
i got to fufil my promise tomorrow.
quite busy hahas.
gonna go ! dun wanna write too long so
if there's anymore things i wanna say i will post again

and angeline , i feel drifted from u
hope i can talk with u more often.
feels abit weird when i dont talk to u.hahs
so
Next time !
---End---

I shall persevere for you and for my sake.
I will strive to be better day after day.
I will try to not break any of my promises.
I will try to become more independent, reliable, courageous,resilient and many more.
I will exercise de!!! gogogo !!!:DDD

2008-06-09T20:24:00.000+08:00
Ya Lun's PIC !!! :D

http://www.imeem.com/groups/CpZ_uwxs/photo/jy_QiBGGZY/
http://www.imeem.com/rainiev/photo/jnDGkn13pi/
Gosh!! He is so Handsome LAH!! xD

He's so CUTE !! :D

Cool isn't he?

ah ha enough of him i guess or else my blog all flooded with his photos!! hahas
he's sooo mi ren can!
okay i know u guys think i am nuts or something but ya i am anyway.
hehehs :DD

i haven buy their album !!xD i think i buying tmr maybe?
see got money ma first lols
tmr i gonna go buy the white shirt and socking and shoes for the council thingy
and go sing song with michelle lim and jiayu hahas
hope i can buy my fahrenheit's album!! :D

--End--

i went running today , hope i can continue hahas
i want to be nearer to my idol!! TaIWAN!!! argh.
hahas :D
The thought of him gives me a special sensation :)

2008-06-01T10:39:00.001+08:00
argh.. shit.
this is the first time ever i start posting on my blog
with such unorganized and confused mind..

Maybe i should start using proper English in my post..
First of all , i think i would want to start with my aunt.
She's such a irritating person as
she keeps changing her plans as and when she likes it.
When she wants to go out with me to the beach ,
she calls and say that i am going to go out with her later to the beach.
Reluctantly , i agreed.
Later on , she called again when i am done bathing
and properly prepared to go to the beach ,
saying that she does not want to go anymore .
What's more? She asked me to go to her house instead.
I had to take around one hour or less to get to her house
but she can drive her car and reach in ten minutes.
It's like what the....
Then i called my cousin (her daughter)
and asked her to help me bring sleeping bag
(it's because our house didn't have one.)
yeah and that's mostly all.
Later she's coming to my house ...
i think after 10 minutes she will reach?
i don't know but i start to dislike her ..
argh...

Next issue i am going to talk about is camp.
There's so many things to pack for the two camps.
You know , the secondary one camp is organized
by the councilors and the secondary three camp
happens to be right after the secondary one camp.
This is havoc.
Not mentioning that my clothes and undergarments
might not be enough for the total of 5 days camp ,
i have to pack my bag with this bloody mixed up brain of mine.
It's so shitty ... man
I don't really feel excited for the camps right now ,
though i may seemed really fun.
Never mind , i am not going to talk about camps.

Next up is about Softball.
I do not know whether the others feel the same as i do ,
but i feel that we are not going to make it next year into even the second round.
The attitude of all of us in the team seemed so different.
Maybe coach is right , our attitude really sucks alot.
We shouldn't even get into the second round this year.
We don't deserve it at all.
I do not know why i feel so drifted from everyone of the teammates.
I hope i am wrong to say we might not be able to get top 4 next year,
but right now what i am trying to say is that
if we don't put in much more effort into the trainings ,
we are not going to make it .
We might only scratch the surface of this goal ,
or maybe not even scratch it.
I do not want us to miss the chance again.
I do love to play softball ,
but the attitude i got from all my teammates ,
makes me want to quit.
Maybe not as serious as quit ,
but i might not want to play softball anymore
when i am out of secondary school.
I know that i am a lousy player as well ,
but i hope our team can improve together.

This holiday is full of homework homework homework ,
rehearsals , remedial , rehearsals , remedial.
It's getting tiring for me.
I want to rest ,
but i can't.
Maybe i should try and get used to it.

I have not get Michelle Lim's birthday present
and fahrenheit's album.
Manga has been boring nowadays .
Angeline went malaysia again (if i am not wrong )
i haven't been talking to her much lately ,
different schedule.
sian...sian..sian..
i shall end my long post right now ..
Post again next time ..

-End-
I hope things will get better ,
i hope i am just being too sensitive and negative.
I seemed to have lost my way ,
but i still have my compass.
should i believe in my compass and move on ,
or should i forsake it and try to find another way to move onwards?
I am confused , both in my teammates and my thoughts.

2008-05-16T21:54:00.000+08:00
Ahhhhhhhhhh......

alright people , exam's over
that's totally WONDERFUL!!!
ah how about starting this post about _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..

okay.. she went away
to Malaysia
god
it feels so weird not meeting her in the mornings..
Times like ..

when i hold up my handphone ,
i look if u have called me or not

when i received a phone call ,
natural reaction was that i thought you called.
(but of course it's not possible since u are overseas.)

when i was on the bus going home ,
i felt quite lonely and all

yeah , i do _ _ _ _ you.
You got that spot on ANGELine...
damn u angeline
hahas
why are u such an important friend to me huh?

hahas but i am not gonna say much
just ,
Come BACK already..
dont stay there too long
or u might end up with a @$&%$#%! feeling again
hahas

hmm..
next up is Trainings!!
it was sort of tiring and
i lost my accuracy in throwing
and i haven bat the pitching machine
and the section on my upper arm
sore ! man!..
so today i couldn't throw very well
u know
i sux
to feel that ur standard dropped
argh...
uh
and i really hope everyone of our girls team
regardless whether it's the B or C division
attendence is really poor u know
and B'girls ,
dun u all think u all can slack
even though all the match are over..
shit!
PLEASE come down for training!
and for the C'girls ,
ur nationals are coming and
u people aren't coming down for training
to those who wants to win those match ,
it's really a depressing thing to see
that ur members are not coming to train
so , do come down
i dun care whether anyone reads this but
ya , that's how i feel

next up
my results!
uhhhhhhh
not very good this time round
not really satisfied
but i will work harder next time
and not slack anymore xD

English-50.2 (before moderation, top 5)
-59.3 (after moderation, C5 ,top 5)
Chinese-72.5(2nd in class (: )
Additional Mathematics-91.875/100
(original- 73.5/80)
(2nd in class )
Elementary Mathematics-84/100
(2nd in class if i am not wrong)
(but there's people who are really better)
Physics-72/100(this paper is really difficult.. A2 is quite good i guess.)
(i dunno which placing i am but i think is within top 5?)
chemistry-79/100(gosh i should have gotten about 86 but damn it
on my carelessness , ranked number 10)
Social Studies-23/30(im sooooo surprised by this result, it totally rocks!)
History-17/30(not as good as ss but i am quite happy with it (; )
combined(ss and hist)-66.667

though not very good but i guess i did pull off this damn exam
i at least can secure a top 5 in my class...

today is coach de 8 yr old daughter 's bdae
and tmr is chye ning's bdae

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

tmr gonna go help coach to plan
games for those kids
im going with shiyun
hahas should be quite fun i think :D

So! i am done with my blogging already..
i am tired now wanna sleep
so i shall end it here.. :D
good night people !
--End--
shit o shit i still havent buy fahrenheit's 2nd album
and and
come back soon! i miss u :D

2008-04-27T19:44:00.000+08:00
Gosh ! now i totally entirely dislike EXAMS!!!
i dun wanna study luhhh
i dun wanna feel stressedup u know?
argh and the thing about exam periods

is
that
i
cant
play

SOFTBALL!!!

i totally sux when i thought of it this way
but after exams i can relax..
that is the onli thing for me to feel more comfort..
ShiD
and i have not even finish memorising
Social studies notes!!!!
argh
i onli finished the srilanka notes luhh
and that sux
i means i just roughly read them
and there is still that irritating chapter 5 to memorise
gosh
how long will THAT take?
afew hours i guess...
and tmr is monday
got school
sianed.
sianed.
sianed.
good thing about it is..
one-i can talk with friends
two-at least there isnt any exams
three-MY VIDEO !!!
the thing about my video excits me the most
cause the show ' they kissed again'
chinese is ' E zhuo ju er wen'
hahas
it totally ROCKS
gosh
episode 20 is the last epiosde
and man!
i just hope it will last a bit longer.
so short luh
not enough for me to watch u know?
uh angeline?
and that DAMN preview
makes me wanna watch the last episode so much
but i reaAAAlly think i am gonna be sad
when i finally finish watching it...
i hope the last episode will be FANTASIC
hahas
the preview looks really nice ..
lol
for those who watch that show
u would have agreed with me uh?
hahas
i bet u do
for those who dont appreciate ,
then there's nothing i can do about it.
LOLS
anyway ,

JIAYOU to everyone and DONT be slackers!!
:DD
--End--
shid i dun have the money to buy
fahrenheit's album
and i sooooo want to own one..
Damn.
TiAmo -- this song rocks!!
YaLun sing de hahas

2008-04-08T19:38:00.000+08:00
hahas today is quite a fine day actually hahas
:D
guess what?
u wont be able to guess it
hahas
my eldest brother was sitting beside me a while ago
wanna guess what he said to me ?
u will NEVER guess it LOLS
alright i shall not keep it any longer
or else
i will become a secretive person
who does everything alone in secret..
isn't it scary?
LOL
my brother tagged my board the other time
when he was still in Australia
afew days before he return
and said why ur post so emo one?
lols then i was like sorry but
i only post when feeling emo or
if i feel like it
and just now
he asked me this particular funni question AGAIN
LOLs
i was like hahas dunno leii :D
okiie i seemed abit too high about it
i know
.. hmm
so shall i now report to my fellow friends about today's events:)
firstly ,
about the match of course
hahas
ehh
it isn't very nice to carry something
quite heavy
back and forth
something like the air particles..
i still remember something like this
about physics
the sentence goes like this ,
''The air molecules move back and forth about the equilibrium position to the direction parallel to the direction of the propagation of sound.''
yeah
it is somewhat similar to what i wanna say
the rain
i think
was playing with us
we went in and out in and out in and out
of the damn field
of course
not counting the number of times we did the 'oscillation'
when we were warming up today..
so
we end up postponing the match to ..
THIS FRIDAY!!!
2 PM start oo
pls come down to support XD
hahas
i thought it was quite a waste though
to postpone the match
cause everyone was high today
hahas
:D
and Faridah came back uhh
for the match
hhaas
i appreciate it luhh for her to come back
for the match :))
hmm..
having the match this friday
actually means.....

the FOUR of us will be missing
the 'make-up' lesson by our physic teacher!
hahas
poor teacher cant have full attendance
hahas
uhh but like last term
the 3s1-softballers miss mostly physics lesson
it's not a good thing in the studing point of view
but in terms of slacking it's quite good uhh
hahas
shid i am like learning how to slack from
ANGELINE ?!?!?!
hahas no choice..
who asked me to like being best friend with her
will be influenced de ma
hahas
anyway
bad news
tmr got english and chemistry test
sort of dun wanna study
but i know if i don't study the chemistry
i will fail
hahas
english i dunno luhh
just learn format ba
the writing part will most likely
depend on my mood?
i dunno
but i bet i will fail it
bad news
badbadnews
i dun wanna fail!!
GOSH
aii
no use thinking about it uh
hahas

i think
actually
my blog'smusic very nice leii
ahhas

ok i don't crap anymore le
Hope that next time when i post
will be another happy post
Posting about good stuffs
hahas:D
(u know what i am getting at , right?)
:D
--END--MYPOSTSARENOTALLEMO!!!!--
To Si :
i enjoy it too.but i wish i can be closer to A&M , just like we were before..

2008-04-07T13:40:00.000+08:00
hahas ps Shiyun lols..
now i update lo

yesterday was speech day
bad thing happened
iwas late
soooooooo late
lols
i arrived at 9.30am when
im supposed to reach at 7.30am ?!?!?
LOLS
i am sure mdm Lim
gonna kill me for being late...
lols
but anyway i stayed there
finish watching the performance
not bad hahas
then go back with shiyun
bet tsiuwen was angry
cause shiyun sort of pangseh her
lols
didnt feel much not being able
to take the award on stage
but still felt kinda bad about it hahas
then i changed my blogskin
yesterday night
finish editing it only this morning
after i wake up..
then go for tuition
come back do homework
soooo sian lah
but my brother yesterday
came back from Australia Wellington
hahas looks like he slim down abit
and he asked if i got exercise anot
i say no ididnt lols
then he was like giving me the
look as if he predicted that
hahas

i like this blogskin cause
it's plain to begin with
then the pics i add this morning
into the template de
not part of the original
hahahs
idun wanna forget about him
so i put his face bigbig there
lol yes
it's the pic u are looking at now..
hahas
aren't he just so cool and handsome?
lols
ah!!!!!!!!!
i forget i still nid buy their album
shit
i promised to buy luhh
hahas
nvm see when i got money then i buy
if not i whole month
no nid eat liao
hahas:D
happy to change my blogskin
but unluckily ,
when i was about to save
the previous template
i press wrong
i press dun save
and i was like....
....
...
..
.
SHID OH NO
i press WRONG!!
ahh howhow lol

oh ya
bt this week tuesday's match
i heard faridah cannot make it
for some reasons hahas
soo sad luh
important match leii
haii
but coach say we will lose..
so dun put too much expectation
i guess i will just go up to play
hahas
still , cannot give up hope ma
hahas still hope to get into top 4 leii
hahas..
:D:D
10.25pm le
i should watch my manga
for awhile more
then go sleep le
badnews is
i haven finish my physics hahas
im slacking!!!
cant feel the urge to study yet
even though the test
and exams are so near
hahas
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!
JIAYOU B'GIRLS!!!
JIAYOU C'GIRLS!!!
make sure u c'girls get north zone
champion ok?
jiayou oo
:D

Nights everyone and sleep tight :)
--End--

2008-03-20T20:00:00.000+08:00
Today is thursday..
hahs means tomorrow is GOOD friday!!
it's holiday eh
extra day to 'rest'....
not good not good
though no need to go to school ,
there's DAMN LOT of HW
i feel this way..
hahas
i think i cant really take those work
but i dun feel stress up
dunno why
weird of me
hahas
nowadays my head is all thinking
when will April arrive?
it seems so long lo
hahas
cause i counting also
for a few reasons though
things like
Angeline's birthday
hahas which is on the 1st..
waiting for matches as well hahasandand i also waiting for my kor to come back
from Australia Wellington hahas
kind of miss him though
i actually wonder what K will buy for her though hahas
i think A really dunno what Me&M&L gonna get her
it's getting so fun luhh hahas
i feel that she really wants to know about it
but dun want to expose it or know about it as well
ahhhh
complicated hahas
hmm hmm hmm
now i'm actually waiting for for my videos to load...
I've been eating loads of bread everyday
dun really like eating them though
cause i always eat them during lunch time
when it is made early morning luh
no money hahas
all spent ..
umm i should end here le hahas
buhbye:D

--End--

2008-03-11T15:17:00.000+08:00
ha! my blog have been soo dead recently
let me write some of my thoughts n thinkings,
bits and pieces of my heart in :)
try feeling it

words can still describe all of them
all those thoughts that ran through my mind
Fear- to lose my team
Anxious-to bring my team back together
disappointed-of myself..i just suck
lost in a remote world that i know not of
buried in thoughts that will drown me
shaken by how things cannot work out at times
fear when things turns for the worse
anxious when i cannot believe in myself
taken aback by the truth of my uselessness
my inability has brought down
lots of things that i treasure
i don't know how to handle it well
i wasn't born with the ability to lead
i wasn't taught as i always follows
i am not as clever as i may seemed to be
in fact , im no good
i hate the feeling of not knowing what to do
about the things
that i really treasure
things that holds
the same significants with my love for mathematics
or even more
i am not sure
not sure ...
what to do with my team
what will be the best solution to solve the problems
not a matter of dislike
but a matter of interest
i feel
that some of us
have lost interest in it
train as friends requested
slack as u think u have worked hard enough
but in fact not
i know i am in no position to critise
i will work hard
but really hope with all my heart
that my teammates can work side by side with me
with faridah
i don't want
to bring the reputation down
i hate to make my coach lose face
i want him to be proud of us
i don't want him to feel disappointed
really..
can those that has been slacking
think through what i have to say
look at all our matches till now
look at the scoreboards
though i myself sucks
but at least feel sorry and guilty of it
so many years of hardwork
the graduated softballers have put in
and build a such good reputation for the school
let coach feel so proud of them
but now?
think.
are we or are we not bringing down the reputation?
i am sure we are...
so , can we work hard hand in hand together to achieve better?
Can we Aim higher?
even if it's now a bit too late as the nationals are already here
can the sec 3s work on
to prepare next year?
come for training
even you are only left with 1 hour
to train after ur remedials
please
i want to see the whole B'Girls team coming down for the trainings
Please do.

---End---

drip drop drip drop...
sooner or later..
things cannot hold out long..

:D pls don't say i emoing
cause blogs are meant to write all ur undesired feelings in
so now u know why i always don't blog when i don't feel like it
it's a good thing if i don't blog right? hahas:D

2008-02-21T20:28:00.000+08:00
Some disappointments here and there
making up quite alot
facing it , im weak

sorry to disappoint u faridah..
the match with cresent
i know we sucked
n
i also know u're disappointed
we've risen ur hopes
but failed u even more
im sorry

To all my friends ,
pls do bear with me for the time being,
i know i've been weird recently,
but i didn't mean to ..
there are things in my heart
questions probing me
so do bear with me
until i find an answer to the question
a solution to the knot
pls give me some time to sort things out
i will return to who i am
after im being freed from those thoughts

(especially to Angeline Koh Mei Ee)
hahas :D

B'Girls must JIAYOU!!
Must get through round 1
and proceed to round 2 !!
:)

--End--

2008-02-17T23:02:00.000+08:00
Come to think of it ,
time in sch just gets more and more boring.
stressful also
no motivation
so end up lacking behind

sometimes i just feel lousy about myself
things are getting worser but
i dun seemed to wan to change it
slacking
blaming
but not doing anything.
useless uh?
letting my emotions get all over me
and not trying to control it at all
that's so not like me
what has become of me?
Have i changed from who i originally is?

Thinking now and then
wanting to improve
the team
it's going down
it just feels like ...
i cant do anything about it
cant get everyone together
hangging on to those memories
wishing to experience it again
what wishful thinking..
Should i hold on to it tighter or
should i just let go?
most part of me cant bear to let go though
SO!
i cant get so emo anymore right?
ahh!!! i cant bear myself bring
so emotional about stuffs
cause i got things needed to be done
responsiblilties on my shoulders
friendship to carry on
and studies to work on
hmm..
i will just think of ways to get the team back
together!
Faridah.. sorry i didnt do a good job luhh
Forgive me ..
Let's work together! :)

Angeline.. hang on ...
Go to the doctor if u're in pain
I will chip in..
JiaYou!!

Anna , help me pull Yanwen up..
Help her to be a good pitcher.

Claire.. come more often for training
i miss u luh

Clarice..Talk with me more!!!

LiRan.. Don't neglect us!! and
have more confidence in yourself!

KahMin.. Be urself , be trueful and u will see
good things coming ur way..u're a good mid field

Maxyne..JiaYou and get it over with..dun let urself
get drown by it.. JiaYou!! :D

Melissa..Way to go!! dun be scared of me..
i will control and smile at u when u call me
hahas

ShiYun..Thanks for all the effort u spend to help yanwen
and i like u as 3rd base :)

SiYing..It's been long since we've last chat..
come contantly like u usually do!

YanWen..We need u as pitcher next year...
if ever angeline cant pitch anymore or
doesn't want to.. JiaYou and train more on pitching!!:D

---End--
Ah!i haven buy the fahrenheit new album..
shid keep forgetting..
lols

2008-01-20T11:10:00.000+08:00
Seriously speaking down here...

I SO DAMN MISS MY CLASS 2A3 LARHS!!! :(
and of course all my classmates..

it's kind of sad every weekdays when u go up your same class
that used to belong to 2A3 ..
but find that ur classmates are almost totally different!
really sad sia
i miss 2a3 so much alright..

uh uh
now i have a no.1 dislike teacher.
Mr salton!! lol
i dunno got spell wrong anot
but hack care la!!!
who cares?!?!?!?!?! lols

o ya
yesterday after my tuition ,
i went to chalet with my cousin
that chalet was opened by
my cousin de stead de friend open de
they all ah beng ah lian liddat de
but those in the chalet room
jiu hai okok lo
quite easy to get along with
but they gave me a Damn idea
what it is like being ah lian or something..
hahas
realli i got no offence to all those gangsters out there
just that i cant find a nicer name
u know.
i dun realli know all their names
there are about 40 pple ?!!?!?
20 which i didnt see them
lol
hahas
:DD
quite a good experience i have
and guess what?!?!!?
im shocked yesterday u know
have u ever seen guys kissing?!?!?
maybe u do.. but i have NOT!!
have u ever seen guys FRENCH kissing?!?!?!
maybe u do.. but i SERIOUSLY have NOT!
omg
yesterday it's my first time seeing it lahh!!!
omg
and it's kind of like normal thing?
cause they are the entertainers there
u know what?!?!
their so DAMN FUNNY!!! hahahs
if u guys were there!
u will find them abit disgusting
but SO entertaining lo
they also got do those funni funni actions
along with the music la!!
they have this player so loud !!! hahas
Some So CUTE luhh!! hahas
make me laugh till like what
hahas
they keep insisting they are guai kia
but actually they all quite good de la hahas
nice to meet them hahas

and i find myself see my cousin and her stead
smooching and kissing every now and then
i dunno how many dozenS or times
they've kissed
or maybe it has reached hundred times in the
mere
4 , 5 hours?
that includes french also..
lol
realli
must she do that infront of so many pple???
and make me feel abit
gross...
lol
but i think i have to start getting used to it..
if not every time i see it
i will freak out once
LOLS
:DDD
and the stead onlii the 2nd day?!?!
today is the 3rd day
but she knows him for like 2 yrs lo
hahas
uh dun say her liao

i say abt my girls hao le !!!!
u know what
last training on friday was so COOL!!
i like it la
cause we kind of do everything we want
as long as we like it
hahas
and the b boys and other seniors play match
from 5 plus i think?
to 6 plus ba
and we went to watch and took pics there
if u wanna see the pics
see angeline's blog!!
hahas
maybe other girls also got post
but i dunno
later i go see
hahas
and u know farida helping with
the match also ma
then when she see ur taking those pics
u know her face??!!?!
SO FUNNY!!
like telling me
'omg what are they doing?
is my team goona be like this this yr?
gosh i will have to accompany them to take
pics like that also...
uhh they're kind of funni and cute though'
...
that's what i interpreted from it
though i doubt the last sentence is included
hahas
maybe i ownself think too much liao
maybe farida onlii think what we r doing
aiyaya
i must have mastered this impressive imaginative
skills from our SHIFU!!!
lol
angeline i mean
hahas
she anything also can make until like jokes
when she's high
hahas
i love training leii
that's probably one of
the few reasons why i still can
accept the change slowly
hahaas
but it's still abit too much for me to adapt
and the teachers are all getting
more and more demanding
sian
so hard to cope luhh
..
..
..
..
NVM!!! i got my girls can liao!!
hahas
:DD
Cgirls WANSUI!!!
uh
wrong ps
Bgirls WANSUI!!!
hahas
:DD
todayy end here la
i too naggy liao le
u see the post so long also will sian right?
hahs
ok la
BB

--Yong Wang Zhi Qian , Chong Xiang Zhong Dian BA DA JIA!!!:D--

Training:D 09.01.01

2008-01-10T14:35:00.000+08:00
UHhh..

Since there's people who requested or
another way of implying
that i'm lazy .. not blogging..
SO!
I'm gonna post again!:)
(cause today nice lor)

TOday is the CCA ORIENTATION!!:)
There's lot to see luhh..
LIKELIKE UHH
DANCE?!?!
IT's NicE Especially THe Last Group's Performance !
baND! They played well tooooooooooooooooooooo
hahas we got support tee oo~
Softball de ORIENTATION UHH
i dunno the sec 2 got help pull ppl to our CCA ma
Guys group no problem de
it's just the girl's group luuh
Cause THEY MIND THEIR APPEARANCE
and THEY DON"T REALLY LIKE THE SUN!!!
>.< >SUNSUNSUN!!! :D

eh.. the bad thing is about your skin colour
and your complexion onlii
i dun really mind abt it
hahas
:D
My TEAM IS GONNA ROCK THE HOUSE THIS YEAR!!!! YEAH!

B'GIRLS! B'GIRLS! B'GIRLS!

OIE! OIE ! OIE!!! :DD

B'GIRLS! B'GIRLS! B'GIRLS!

:) JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU! (:

Today's training the last part was sooo nice la!
WE all have this situational play
and all of the 20 of us participated
it's nice to have a team that work together
or
should i say
farida was a MUCH BETTER leader
than me?? hahas
(dunno spell correct ma the name :DD)

It kind of work out i think
but the problem is
sec 3 de throwing
and catching ba
i should say
we dun go all out
that's what i think

Hey! i got this idea from the MangA!
THIS IS IT!-- What sec 3s are lacking ...

Is MOST PROBABLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HA!! i dun tell u all
LOL! hahas
i am quite positive that i am right
u know?
hahhas

and the last last last part of the training
where everyone comes back in
after catching nicely
we all gather to shout OIE! (or something?!?!? i forget...lols!)
when the ball comes back to the home
hahas
nice
nice
nice
but my throat ahhh
a bit strain
but i dun mind
hahas
cause
mythroat'snotsoweak!!
u know
:DD
and it's worth it
i love today's training
Together.. this feeling is nice:D

When i walked back to the Softball room ,
watching my girls de back view..
suddenly
i have this feeling

this amazing feeling at that moment

~ I think that with this team

National Top 4 was not at all problem!

hahas
i dunno why im feeling this way

but i also feel that

even CHAMPION is possible ~~

hahas
i like this feeling
it's like a new aim
a new goal
a new start

we can be the champs
under the condition
that we train like this every single training
or should i say
put in more and more effort in
each training..

and the result of hard work
will be the feeling of SATISFACTORY!!!
hahas
i dunn really get this feeling much
i think onlii some in MATHS
hahas

but MAN!
LESSONS
SUBJECTS
TEACHERS
are seriously coming down
at S1 harder and harder
im still coping
i believe that i can still be in one of the top 10 de:DD
of course it's top 10 in class la
hahas
cannot aim too high
THAT damn class is so CleVer !!
ahhas
uhh
i think i must be serious in tuition now
the maths teacher
is going at a crazy speed
now already indices
chapter 2
and i think half the class didnt understand
what she's saying
i believe
cause i went to dental
and came back
she's like playing chess or something
jumpping lots of practice...
haii
i wanna maintain my maths result leii
but i keep making careless
and practice not enough
and some qn i couldn't do
so how?
Work Harder LO!! hahas :D
Positive Mindset already win you one-third of the game!! hahas
:DD
JIAYOU !!!:D

CHONG XIANG ZHONG DIAN ! :DD
LEt's AIM HIGH and HIGHER and HIGHER!!!
REACH OUT TO YOUR DREAMS :DDD
hahas
( I'm a bit high down here.. pardon me hahas)

it's the intention to win ppl.. :)
I Just like the feeling of unity, satisfactory
and having an aim.. :)
-END-

2007-12-31T15:00:00.000+08:00
Umm...

Hen Jiu Mei You Blog Liao..
Haha .. Mei Yi Ci Kai Tou Dou Yi Yang Hen Fan Ba!:D
I will start with... hmmm
Friday ba! .. erh
28 dec.

AH! That day
supposed to have Softball training ,
ms Xu messaged me and told me
training was cancelled..
so end up dun have le
aiya
i wan leii
cause ..... haha nth la
the reason only Angeline knows i think
hahas
So that afternoon i went for jogging
three rounds around my house
that route.
then came back
the air was terrible
two rounds and im like breathing
irregularly
that's so unlike me
normally i finish three rounds then
will liddat de
..
then dunno who told me
that the air recently abit
no good
i think is Angeline say de ba
Then i did fifty situps..
fifty jumping jacks
and 60 times of the machine thingy
in my house
the exercise use de
not very tiring but still sweating
quite a lot lo

hahas ya
then that night..
i kind of predicted Angeline
to ask me if i wanna go swimming
Tomorrow before i go for my tennis
Li Ran cannot go..
Maxine got to go out with her dad..
so cant lo
left me and Angeline
I dunno why Angeline always
like to pick that week 's saturday
to ask me for swimming
when that week's Friday
i will exercise ..
she always pick the right moment ah?!?
hahas
To Angeline-- Ni Hai Zhen Hui Xuan Shi Jian Ah!:DD
Zhen Hui Zhen Wo Ah! hahas

Ya den Saturday morning..
woke up
but quite a surprise
i dun feel any strains
that i will normally suffer from..-.-
hahas ya quite happy about it
FREE FROM PAIN!! or i should say free from strains instead..
:DD
then Maxine messaged me
say can go
but later when i meet
Angeline .. then she say
her sis dun let her go
then Maxine ended up not going lo

After swimming ..
when to eat at the coffeeshop near
Yishun MRT station
so full
hahas
then Angeline got meet
someone who's gonna sell
a dress ,i think, to her..
ya then i went with her to try
at north point
quite ok la:)
but nid that belt...
So later i went to take train
to Yio Chu Kang mrt station
It was drizzling at first
then stop
then started raining again
sian
then have to do physical training
not tough
but i have no idea
why i got muscle strain on my thighs
so funny sia
my body
i dun get how my body works
hahas
ya
but that strain was lasting
till now still got a bit
-.-

Yesterday
went to Sembawang beach
with my parents , my little sister ,
my cousin Su Xuan..
ya then make sand castle
play play
but dun wanna make ourselves
dirty
then i dig holes
got water de
then need build walls for defending
cause later the water come wash my
sand castle and destroy my water hole
hahas
but in the end
we own self destroy everything
:D
waste of effort uh?
no i dun think so
quite fun destroying them
hahas

At night i watch youtube videos
until
4 pm
then my laptop ran out of battery
cause i brought my laptop back
into my room
cannot charge le

then today 1 pm then wake up
hahas
nice time sleeping u know
:D
then do a little bit of English homework
haven finish holiday homework
still got like the
comprehension and summary practice ,
and two Chinese newspaper cutting ,
and do the summary on those Chinese books ..
SIAN!!! @@
i dun wanna do homework!!
ah!
i become SlackER LE !
shit
but i still wanna slack lei
i still in holiday mood
cannot tune back
dunno why
but i want start school
cause school now starting to get
fun! full of things i need to do
full of events
full of Laughter!!:D
and got new class
dunno my new classmates good ma
hahas

aiyo...
uhh
this post end here ba
damn long liao lo
hahas

Support fahrenheit!! lols!! (Fei Lun Hai)
hahas
dun say i crazy ah Angeline!!
and Everyone tooo!
i just like leii
hahas

GOOD LUCK!!:D
And HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (not the chinese de ah!dun be as stupid as me :D)
Welcome 2008 with both hands BA! :DD

---END---

2007-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00
Merry Christmas To Everyone !!!

:D
Actually , last evening i have lots that i want to say..
But now.. it's all washed away by my emo-ness..
Again , it's after reading his blog.
Trying to recap.what i wanted to write last evening.
I think ,
I want to say.. being emotional is not a resolve.
It only add on to your current stress ..
Hai.. I'm really a emo type of person. or you can say ,
My emotions are easily affected ba..
i will start with comments on my teammates ba..
Dunno why today feel like doing this.
I will start accordding to aphabetical order.

Anna...

--> A good catcher , but can be even better than you are now.
Be fierce.Be aggressive.Work harder.Work with your pitcher often.
A good softballer :D Committed.
-->Very easy going girl.Easily influenced by your fellow peers.
Outgoing.Crapper:D.
-->Must study hard.Work hard.Next yr in 3S1.

Angeline...

-->Used to be a passionate pitcher.No longer passionate.
A good softballer.Hard Hitter.Committed:D.
-->Very easy going girl.Likes to laugh and play alot.
Full of imagination!!
Not easily influenced by fellow peers.Have own point of view.
A girl who has her own strong beliefs , thoughts and thinkings.
Likes to share secrets with friends.Crapper:D.But can be serious
as well.
-->Study for your future.Work hard.Next yr in 3S3 or 3A3..unconfirmed.

Claire...

-->Blur first base person.(must be careful not to get hit by balls)
Quite Committed.
-->Very easy going girl as well.Quite Easily influenced by fellow peers.
BLUR.Always wander to LALALAND..hahas:D.
-->Study Hard O! Play Hard and Work hard together.Next yr in 3S2.

Clarice...

-->Good thrower.Have to come more often for training Wor !!
Miss you :D.
-->Don't know much about you leii :D
-->Come more for Softball training !!! Next yr in 3S1.

LiRan...

-->Stable softballer.Committed.JiaYou for Your left out field.
-->Easy going.Likes to laugh.Not easily influenced by fellow peers.
Have own point of view.Crap sometimes as well :D
-->Study hard!!Next yr in 3A3

KahMin

-->Stable softballer.Committed.Good mid-fielder.
-->Easy going but seems to have alot of secret keep
to yourself.Appears not to have so many secrets.
Very easily influenced by fellow peers.Crapper:D.
Likes to smile.
-->Make True good friends.Be Yourself.Study hard.
Next yr in 3A3.

Maxine...

-->Stable softballer.Smart player.Hard Hits.
Committed.Capable of playing
second base person and first base person.:D
-->Select friends.Crapper:D.Easy going once close with her.
Like to have little secret between friends
that are not known by many others.
Not easily influenced by fellow peers.
Have own point of view.Quite creative.
-->JiaYou!! Next yr in 3A1.

Melissa...

-->Quite committed.Stable softballer.
-->Laugh and play with close friends alot.
Share secrets with close friends only.
Crapper:D.
Likes to laugh.
-->Let's study, work , play hard together next yr !
Next yr in 3S1.

Michelle...

-->Need to pump on throwing , catching.
-->Can be very crazy at times.
Emo at times.
Quiet.
Share secrets with close friends only.
Quite a crapper.
-->JiaYou!!Next yr in 3A1.

ShiYun...

-->Good Third Base Player.Good Throwing and fielding.
Need to pump on hitting.Committed.
-->Follower.
Laugh with whoever she follows.
Play with whoever she is with.
Ok with almost everything.
-->JiaYou!! Next yr 3S1.

SiYing...

-->Stable softballer.Committed.
-->Follower.
Laugh and play only to friends close to her.
Share secrets with close friends only.
Ok with almost everything.
-->JiaYou!!Next yr in 3A1.

YanWen...

-->Blur softballer.Strong but inaccurate pitching.
Hard throwing and hitting.
-->BlUR!! Always does not get what
people are trying to say.
-->Don't be so blur le! JiaYou !! Next yr in 3A1.

.... No more le.
hahas
Now i also not emo liao.
so hahas ya
now i will report to you pple what i did during Christmas eve ba.
I went to Escape with my cousin and her classmates.
Odd Huh?
but strangely i can adapt to them.
lols
3 guys , 4 girls.
Went into haunted house first.
The guys all like no guts like that.
Scare the girls and themselves only.
End up i went first
my cousin so scared..
till she kept her head down the whole journey.
Grab me like im her life jacket or something.

Then later went to play rainbow.
Not really scary.
But quite fun
Still got the heart moving around de Gan Jue ah.
AH!
Then Went to EAt!!
Ai Ya! I forget i nid lose weight ah
i go eat hotdog roll and soursop iceblend.
aiyo.
then after that still eat popcorn chicken somemore!
ahhhh!!!
alamak!
hai. no use to fred over it
continue my report ..
later on we went to play the....
first machine u see when u go in Escape that one.
The one that looks like a bowl shape de..
Will start turning when activated.
Then i forget where we went
but we like 3 pm then go in Escape.
And went out at like 7 pm.
Then i promised my father say i will go the
Tampines shop to help out..
I GOT A FREE RIDE from a guy call Norman i think ..
ya Norman's father brought me to White sand mall.
And i took number 3 bus to Tampines.
Work till 10 pm.
Keep Shop .
Take Free 969 bus to Yishun..
hahas
My Biao Ge good with the bus uncle ma
hahas!!
Privalage leii.VIP
ahahs
Work not nice de
hahas
Eve still must work
sian..
hahas
but came back and..

AH!!
i got 1 more pimples on my right cheek!
SHIT! Argh!
Now so big liao
Just realise ...

aiyah! Continue!...............
went to eat with that Biao Ge
At the Foodcourt near my house.
Eat porriage.
So full
can't sleep
so came online
to post.
hahas got mood mahh
But hor! tomorrow morning
i 6.45am must wake up liao lo..
Got to reach my tuition teacher's house at..
8am for tuition..
haii
sian
sian
Christmas still have to study.
Somemore sian one is
Christmas C girls cannot go out together.
More SIAN one is.
I have to Work at Tampines TmR AGAIN!!
Whole Day Tomorrow...
SIAN!!
I tired leii
..
nvm
i think i better end here liao
later tmr cannot wake up
so tired
i go sleep liaoo
byebye:DD
AND AGAIN!

M..E..R..R..Y....C..H..R..I..S..T..M..A..S..!!!!

:DD have a nice day today..
DON'T BE LIKE ME!!
Hahas
NIGHTS EVERYONE!! if anyone will look at my blog at this time..
I bet not..
hahas

---END---

Dunno why

2007-12-21T16:55:00.000+08:00
mmm..

let's see ,
i did mention that i will only blog

when i want to right?
the chinese should know at least :DD

Anyway , today
i had softball training..
i wake up at 8.10 am ..
conscious that i will be late if i don't hurry
but i' m tired and don't feel like getting up luhhs!!! :DD
Wo Bu Xiang Qi Lai MA!! HAi.. lols
Bu Guo Hai Shi Mei Ban Fa AH!
Bi Xu Qu .. Shi Dui Zhang.
Bu Ke Yi Tou Lan. Yao Shi Bang Yang :)
but must go also.. or everybody else won't go le .
Cannot Slack So Much Le Wor!
Match Nearing.
School Starting.
It's getting REAL busy Soon..
lols :DD so everyone really must JIAYOU wor!
dun slack le arh!
come back to school life le ,
not holiday mood horr..<= To Celestine xD
later Mrs Kumar Pei Ni Qi Si Le Zen Me Ban Ah !
hahas ..
Conscious that i have to hurry ,
i still lie on my bus till 8.30 am .
Dragged my body out of the bed.
Keep my bed properly--satisfied :)

andand quickly .
at my top speed i get out of my house at
8.48 am if i didn't remember wrongly ^^

Training was quite okiie lo
hahas but i can't wait to use the field.
too bad it's christmas next week
no nid to go training luhhs! xD

Field i think by 28 dec ba
should be .
can use le ..
hahas
wo hen qi dai o ! :D

after training went to northpoint
to eat Long John lo.
ee so fatty hahas lols kidding ah
quite nice la
went with Maxyne , ShiYun , Anna,
YanWen , Gina..
Then KahMin Came.
They didn't wanna go home early so
we went all around Northpoint
doing nothing larhs :D hahas
and Gina went to buy a ring
engraved with SomeOne's name and Her's.
hahas

then Went i was about to call Angeline ,
she appeared infront of me !
scare me SIA!! lols
but she's with a friend .
then came home le lo
read abit of Prince Of Tennis Comic
hahas
i like mah!
lols
then now posting la
dunno why ..
just feel like blogging today leii
just before i go jogging around my house
that side.. the road la
not in my house.
hahas
i so smelly sia
still haven't bath hahas
cause wanna go jogging
so bath also useless.
wait till i finish jogging first ba
Dui Bu Dui? [right or not?]
Dui right? lols [right la ! :DD]

today end here ba
next time then i post again.
when i got mood .
when i have got something to say.
when i have something to blog.
when i am too free.
[and that barely happens since i still got video to watch :DD]

Wo Qu Bao Bu Lo !!! :D
I go exercise le lo !! hahas xD
JIAYOU Everyone !!!
-----------END----------SUMIN!! :DD

Qian Chi ..
Shi Jian Fei De Bi Bei Diao Jian O !! :DD
I'm trying ! Though not very hard la ! hahas :D

softball

2007-12-17T17:32:00.000+08:00
Yesterday night , or to be more precise ba, it's today 2 am plus
i finish watching my youtube video .
satisfied..
lols
i do watch alot of utube videos.
:D
:D
and then i set alarm 7.30am
i was tired sia!! man .. so early
lols
but i off the alarm .
and only wake up , in a start! lols
i'm supposed to meet Angeline..
under her block at 8.30 am de
and it will take like 15 minutes
to her house from mine by bus..
i wake up ..at 8.10am
and went to bath larh
and i call Angeline in the bathroom !!
LOLS !! :DD
i rejected her call 2 times
cause i was shampooing my hair !
Hahas
and meet her at around 8.45 am
reach school at around 9.20 am liddat ba

today's training quite special
got one part
where we should use only
one hand to swing the bat ..
to hit the ball
fence bat..
and when it comes to left hand
it's straining!
60 hits each side i did
even though only nid to do 30 each luh

and and !!! i so angry coach say i cheating
when i just use my right hand
to support my left hand
while im in my ready position ..
not wrong what!
cannot rest abit uh?!?!
so angry
and i told YanWen to let me bat more..
so become 60 hits each side.
i dun like pple accuse me sia!
especially from someone i quite respect..
angry lo

but after i calm down..
i find myself SO stupid..
ok! it's real stupid .. i know ..!
but ya..

After training ,
Angeline LiRan KahMin Maxyne and Me
went to the khatib de coffeeshop there eat ..
i eat duck kway teow!!
yum!
nice sia! :D

then coach came
and he ate some sort of mee hoon soup ba
not sure..
lols..
didn't really take note of it ..
and take bus home with Angeline..
Along der way ..
we had our talk :DD
shoo nice lo!
i like those chats with her..
:D
wish for more of them!!
hahas im greedy u know

umm then nth much liao
came home
use com
now posting lor!

so ..
buhbye larhs :D
If i got Xing Qing to blog again then i blog ..
Hahas ..
pls don't say my blog is dead..
even if i didn't update for the next few weeks
Just Like.....----- has posted in his blog..
Zhong Zhi Bu Zhong Ben mah!
and
i shouldn't have cared
about what others say ba..
i am myself. i want to be myself.
*Be urself, not what others want you to Be :DD
You Ling Gan , You Xing Qing Wo Zhai Xie Bu Luo Ge Ba !! :DD

--Good Bye again !! Jia You everyone !! :D--
today afternoon raining cannot go jogging.. sian . hahas

2007-12-15T22:35:00.000+08:00
See if u can understand!! (For the chinese larhs!)

Jing tian , wo zhai yi ci de qu na ge
hen te bie de ren de bu luo ge ...
Kan le hen jiu...
Fa Xian.
Wo dao xian zhai wei zhi suo
cheng shou de 'ku'
Gen Ben Bu Suan Shen Me..
Suo Yi..
Mian Dui Wei Lai..
Wo Yi Ding Yao Yong Wang Zhi Qian..
Jiu Xiang Ta Yi Yang De Yong Gan
Ke Fu Yi Qie Zhang Ai ,
Mai Xiang Zhong Dian.. :DD

Now..
My heart has been comforted :DD
It's WAS not feeling good this afternoon
cause i realise i'm not putting
my best foot forward for tennis..
and i'm also wondering if i should continue..
if i do , i hope to achieve better results.
if not , i won't want to continue.
coz it's almost meaningless ba :D

But now ..
I feel ready to go!
Good To Go !!
I've decided,to
continue
my tennis sessions.
So....

Everyone ! Pei Wo Yi Qi Jia You Ba !!!
Yong Wang Zhi Qian , Mai Xiang Zhong Dian Ba DA JIA !!! :DD
-END-
Fan Zhao De Gan Jue Yi Bu Zhai You ..:D

2007-12-14T22:12:00.000+08:00
After reading one blog ..
i really find that i am not doing my duties right..
i am going not staight.. i am going slant..
i realise i nid to keep to my duty as a student,
as a councillor, as a captain , as a softballer ,
as a daughter , as a sister and as part of this society ,
this school..
after some reflection.. i realise i am not at all doing my duties
up to average.. not saying up to standard ..
i feel like a failure.. i feel really useless right now.
i want to be good or rather very well in any part of my duty..
but im a 3 minute person..
can someone push me forward..
help increase my speed , my pace towards my future..

Can anyone help me.. im calling out for help .. anyone.. sob.

i feel useless..
-End-

My new blogskin

2007-12-13T23:41:00.000+08:00
It's been long since i've updated..
Many people askwhy my blog isn't updated ..
so .. today i got time to spare , so i went to find a new
BLOGSKIN!!!

YOU know , i feel that this blogskin totally rocks!
For those who have watched ZHONG JI YI JIA will know it !!!
LOVE this BLOGSKIN!!

And this blogskin includes afew links to some idols.. i dunno if it's real
but i find some interesting post on them and they are inspiring !!!
so i won't care if they are real or fake
i will read them and give comments :DD

There are lots of things happening nowadays
Holiday was quite good ..
but recently it's quite boring without my girls and training ...
It's mostly because it's raining quite often ..

We did celebrate for Anna , her birthday..Yesterday
They came to my house .. we bought our own ingredients..
Actually , they wanted to cook it themselves but .. i think my girls
did feel SHY!! hahas :D
we eat chicken wings , prawns ,sausages , vegetables ..
lots and lots
there's alot of leftovers and some of the girls
decide to finish them using games ...
punishments!
and i eat another bowl of food.
poor maxyne and melissa..
they ate 2 bowls each..

Then , we went to play mahjong , one table onlii
and we are so slow that even my grandma say
'' So slow i don't wanna play , min u play ..''
after onlii playing one time .. LOLS

To my girls --- See how u can't entertain my grandma hahas :D
Learn how to play better the next time u all come wors!
They went home at around 6.30pm ..

there are alot of things to say at first...
but it went to nothing as time passes
so .. i will just keep the rest of them in my heart
and post only this event..

LOVE YaLun , my girls , su hui , su xuan , celestine......:D
--END--

The post that i have read today really is meaningful.
It touches my heart and make me realise that
i must cherish all the wonderful moments
so that when i am feeling down due to the ugliness of the real world..
or due to the bad side of human's nature
or even due to all the unpleasant , bad or ugly side of myself.......
I c a n s t i l l c o m f o r t m y s e l f w i t h i t ....

2007-09-16T22:05:00.000+08:00
yeah, ur's right .. it's been long since i've blogged
i guess i'm really busy to blog
and probably because i dun feel really good to blog my daily things online.
it's been tiring these days .. not in terms of physical of course..
it's mentally ba.
too many things to worry.. to do
i dun think i can carry the load much longer for the literature play
but i guess it's almost over.
it's left with tomorrow's passing up of portfolio.. lo
i wanna see the portfolio..
hope it's thick enough..
and i have to talk to htay aung and azira tmr..

last week was quite ok .. except for the comments from my group
comments on literature actual play lo...
missed quite abit of actions.. but i tot it turned out quite good leiis
It's now a competition between 2a2 clarice's grp and my grp .. that's what i heard
from others...
i really hope we can win.. something.
I dun wanna see sarah disappointed but..
if the result is really us losing to them,
i guess i should ask sarah to accept it like everyone else.

PRAY ba :DD

Wednesday the c'girls stay back to celebrate the belated bdae of
SHIYUN & SIYING..
It's quite nice loo.. we ate PIZZA!!!
i've been eating quite alot of these fastfood nowdays..
and we played in the toilet beside the canteen somemore lo
ekks.. den i have to do the sissy thingy somemore..(onli the c'girls know i guess)
hahas it was funny :)

DAYS with c'girls are always the BEST man!!:DDD
ARGH!!...the stupid field la. wa lao
renovate so long
then the girls cannot train together
or u can say we dun really like training at
the street soccer court and basket ball court
my skills have gone down so much la!!!
especially my throwing!!!
keep going side ways whenever i use strength u know!!
SOB LEII!! :(
but i believe after the field is done ,
the c'girls are goonna ROCK with the field lo!!
hope to get into top 4 next year..
dunno how we're gonna be merging with seniors..
i think it'll be so weird leii
....
....
....
BUt anyway , what's gonna come is gonna come
.
.
.
FACE IT !!!

hahas:DTHat's all for this post ba

JIA YOU EVERYONE !! :D STAY HAPPY !!
bb

(even if no one's looking at it , i can't let my blog rot. so i posted)
as for the problem with my blog , pls bare with it..
i will have it changed when i have time for it :)

2007-08-11T14:44:00.000+08:00
Not much things to do so i thought of blogging now...
Things at school are getting on my nerves!
The literature project especially...
It's just so troublesome..
Pray that we can win it.. cause Sarah wants to.:)

Other than that, still got studies..
I don't have the heart to study some of the subjects,
and regretted..especially english .
Not much of geography because i don't like the teacher,
so don't like the subject .

Nowadays, i am more into comics , youtube video , books ,
Softball and TENNIS!! i want to join tennis lehh..
Asked my cousin along because Jia Yu's mum don't let her join.
I don't want to be alone..

Sarah so long le haven't gimme the book 5 later
i must go tag her to remind her to bring le
Youtube Video i watch till episode 90 for Prince Of Tennis le.
Still, i find comic books nicer...
Not sure when Htay Aung can pass me Vol.12-20..

Softball got limited space in school.. to train..
The small C'boys and small C'girls all go NorthBrooks that side train
Then sec 2 C'boys and C'girls can choose to go or not go...

hmmm... have to go prepare for later de tuition ,
so Blog next time ba..:D

LOVES to ALL :D

2007-07-09T21:19:00.000+08:00
hmm.. blogging has been veri rare for miie these days..
No time ma... all used on studies , Softball..
i somehow find blogging alittle... something...
i cant express myself in here.
even if i already thought of what to write during the way home.
on the bus..
hmm.. how about talking about Match? hahas
alright. the match i think C'girls performed worse was the one
with CRESENT Girls..
We totally ruined the whole thing larhs..:(
i dunno whether because of the enviroment .. (sandy)
which we don't like a bit of it...
We overthrow so many times & even overthrow
till the batter can run home somemore...
AH!BAD! no good no good...
our morale was so low larhs..
coach scolding here n there.
den , like mdm salwana says.
we r like zombies frozen down there...
attending dunno who's funeral down at the damn diamond.
The score was 3-15...
Though the score sucked .. but our morale later on
at school was so good larhs!! better than when we were winning larhs!
hahas .. we play loads of lamme things larhs..:D
even michelle finds it so lame!!! LOL :)
hmm... dun say lerhs i got to watch tv liao..
the 9 pm show 'shou zu' hahas

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LOVES TO ALL!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2007-06-23T13:28:00.000+08:00
hahas.. let miie update some of der happenings ba.

There has been loads of things i haven do yet...
but mostly thiis holiday was revolving around--
homework,lit,tuition,SCI ,& softball
things though a little boring but at least i aren't doing nth.
The fun happenings of course are with my beloved C'Girls!!
hmms..
Yesterday , we meet at 7.30am.. so that we can take
some of the equipment we have left at WenWen's house.
den we drag till 8.10am then go.., they sure knows how to drag.
after picking up things, i told the c'girls no time to eat lerhs,
just grab something to eat ..like bread ,bubbletea ..JUNKS
Later on , we went for training.. the sun at first wasn't scorching..
but soon we became roasted chickens..
or i should say , dehydated roasted chickens..
After training , just before we leave the sch,
melmel came back lerhs, from camp.
hahas missed her leiis.
she's our spiritboaster ..important role lei~
but she still have to stay in sch for awhile..so..
miie ,angeline , kahmin,liran,shiyun,anna,siying
went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat..
niice duck noodle but i still preferr kway teow.hees:D
den Angeline & I went to kahmin's house ..
Lian Wei was supposed to tutor Kahmin&Liran,
but he came onlii at 3.45pm , late for 45 mins.
Before going home , i went to Angeline's house
watch xi ling men II der final episode ..!
hahas so heng sia ..:P
Reached home at about 6.45pm? around there ba
den back home, the usual thing
bath,eat,study,do homework, watch tv &
my favourite part ~ SLEEP!! hahas
LOVES TO MY C'GIRLS:D

Today got 2 Mrs Kumar's tuition ..
alittle sianed but i used the time interval
to write tiis post cause long didn touch my blog ..
so ..

That's supposingly the end lerhs..
Off i go lerhs.

Love C'girls ,Love Softball,Love Celestine dar & darlings:))

2007-06-08T13:45:00.000+08:00
umms.. today verii plain lo..
yesterday night i set alarm 6.55am...
den i was so tired i wake up and i off that damn alarm ..
-.-den ended up Kristina called miie at 8.30am..
den i rushed to school for the SCI rehearsal..
10am got 1 break 25 mins..
then miie n michelle went to McDonalds
to buy food .. was late for 10 mins ..
The rehearsal ends at 12am..
That's all for today..
So.. i will keep u all updated next time :)

Cheese !! :D Stay happiie DUDES!!
Love you all ..Hugs & Kisses :D

Softball & melissa+claire's bdae

2007-06-07T14:24:00.000+08:00
hmm. yesterday nvr blog dao cause cousin using..
she just wont budge.. in the afternoon i mean.. i was sleeping at night xD
so tired from yesterday's softball hee :))

yesterday after softball , celebrate mel & doody(claire) 's bdae
CHEESEESS :D
It's so cute of us ( c'girls ) lors..
we celebrate it in the toilet hahas xD
we use our hands & body to spell out their names..
and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! to them
den.den...before we 'perform' this thingy,
we hid the 'cake'(two doughnut) in one of the cubicals.
we call them to kick and find out where the 'cake' is..
den call them to finish it in the TOILET xD
while some take the excuse of getting tissue to get the real cake
den we sing bdae song ..in the canteen
we went into the toilet again ..
discuss there for our holiday go do what things:D
den we went into the show cubicals
play with water and 'bath'...

SO FUN LARHS :))
hehes.. den went back so tired sleep from 5 plus to 10 plus
wake up watch haf hour of tv went back to sleep haha
piggy miie xD
next day still sleepy ...
but nid go softball training again..
was late for it.. good that coach didnt scold hahas
den after training we pack balls, bats,gloves, guards..
hees..went out of school.. to the 812 bus stop.
miie & shiyun & anna ran after the bus with loads of things..
xD manage to get up the bus and get home early.
hm... dun write lerhs .. my beloved cousin chasing miie for the com..
to talk to her frens .. lols
so gotta go :) BUAIS

Hugs to C'girls & celestine dardar

New Blogskin!!

2007-06-04T15:19:00.000+08:00
CheesE !! New Bloggyskin :)
Changed it when my cousin changes it Lols=)
Copycat miie...
Long nvr blog n post
so i decided to change blogskin.^^

Todaii got softball .. meet c'girls for breakfast:D
We meet at 7 20 am.. so early ...
frankly speaking not enough sleep
cause i am sick .. down with flu..
I got this weird thing about having flu
It's that there will start drop tears slowly..
So when playing softball , my eyes quite blurr
haiis.. nvm
Actually there was suppose to have the literature rehearsal this afternoon
but it was raining n onli 2 main lead actors can come lors...
so cancel it ..

Tomorrow going out with class for CIP
Little Siianed .. but later on i think got BBQ ?:))
Lols not sure .. but quite looking forward to it ba..
So .. Post next time .. BUAIS ^^

Huggs to my darlings & c'girls :))

2007-05-23T20:59:00.000+08:00
HA! longlong nvr post lerhs cause exams marhs:))
school now kinda boring but somehow it's carefree , stressfree , homeworkfree
WEEEeeeeEEEEeeeSS..

My day , today , was booosstted by my cute Angeline :DD ( one of dar c'girls )
I wanted to accompany her home ..
She wasn't feeling emotionally good today ..
but when we reach her block , she say she walk miie to the bus stop
hees .. dragging time also good , can talk more hahas
den talk about c'girls , training..friendship ..
Angeline, thanks for those compliments & those suggestions
your thoughts n thinkings about training ,
i will certainly think deep into the situation n try to resolve it
with an efficient method derhs..(:
u gimmie more confidence to deal with things ,
allow miie to improve.
Thanks DUDE!!! :D
Lurve Angeline !! ^^

Lurve Softball , C'girls , celestine dars :DD
Sometimes when things doesn't goes as smooth as u thought it will ,
keep on trying ...

2007-05-15T17:01:00.000+08:00
hmms.. review about monday's training?

The training was quite fun actually cause
the remaining 6 girls can hit pitching machine thy ball..
It was rather nice .. so long haven hit from pitching machine
Siying couldn't hit that day but dunch know why
but the rest was quite good , u know?
It was so nice to be compliment by seniors!!
so happy but dunch know whether
i can hit those balls so far as that training ..
Just realli hope i can do well on the rest of any hitings

Hmm , today.. i have some aching on my left hand cause of the bat..
and aching on my right arm..
but it's just alittle ..won't affect much
so.. that's it .. i didnt do much today..
End here?
Since i want to do it , i must perservere...
How can i stop , without even starting or trying?
Bye...

2007-05-14T11:43:00.000+08:00
Ha! long nvr post lerhs...
no time.
to be more exact ... dun feel like posting hahas

Dar will pass chinese derhs .. dunch worry wors
Joey n dar care to watch movie with miie sometime ? =P

Yesterday was quite fun .. cause my father side and YeeWan's family
all came to celebrate Mother's day! and we played mahjong 2 tables !
hahas i participated too
we ate steamboat!yumyum...
Kids would crowd around computers
13 to 18 yrs old derhs both computer n mahjong also play hahas
Those fathers n mothers ofcourse crowd arond the mahjong tables
To either watch or play hahas
It was quite fun actually :))

Today softball training STARTS!!!!
HOrrAY!! i am so happy man !
i will have fun now .. but not being stuck at home hahas
Though 7 pple cannot come for training todaii,
the remaining ones should cheer for it man!

Gonna eat Mcdonalds with them todaii lerhs
YAY! Lurve Softball , Lurve Match , Lurve Training!

:DLove C'girls , Love Dar..:D
Buais !^^

2007-05-10T11:25:00.000+08:00
Maths Exam todaii
i thought it was slightly harder then the paper 2...
but then Jia Yu says the previous one was slightly harder...
i was like.. what the...
but claire also agreed to her sentiment..
but anyway, Anna agreed to miie..,
todaii's paper i am not feeling as confident as paper 2
cause it was tricky
& alot of pple has the different answer
but still some has the same as miine ..
which makes miie feel more confident
i seriously hope the teacher wont mark 1 of my qn wrong
cause the Qn says:
Express the scale of map in the form of 1:n
and i put my answer as .. 1 : 20000
the ratio i think is correct but
my tuition teacher, Mrs Kumar
says u just put n = 20000 as thy answer
will be correct lerhs
also , she say that such a minor mistake ..
She thinks that the marker wont mark miie wrong
so ... hopefully..
i can score at least 95/100 for mid-year Mathematics
...

Signing off...
SuMin..:P
Dar,how's ur maths paper today?

Miss Softball Alot !!! :(

MATHS!!

2007-05-09T20:35:00.000+08:00
GOsh!
Today i finish my science paper ....
Not sure whether i will get an A ...
HOPEFULLY i will... or i will be killed instantly...
By Mrs KUmar !:((
But still there's hope man!
okiie let's not talk about things that have already been done ...
But TomorRoW"s MaThs Paper 1 !!!
My dar .. mentioned about her maths paper 1 today
& now make miie so shoo nervous about tomorrow's exam...
I am feeLing...Excited..+..Nervous..+ANTICIPATION..!!
Jia You Wors!! Everyone !!
Especially my dar ..Get good results for paper 2
& Jia Yu Get Full for paper 1 tomorrow!!
Hehe...Now i Wish myself Best Of LUCK!
For Tomorrow's Maths exam!! Please Let miie score Full!!!!XD

Let's end here Dudes...
C'girls also must Jia you wors!
ScOrE!! ScOrE!! ScOrE!!

2007-05-07T11:55:00.000+08:00
DAr...Jealous of my c'girls arhs....
=.= i will answer ur question hahas
u r important to miie just that when i wrote that previous post
didn add u onlii... forgive miie darling =P

Okiie! let miie write about today's damny hard paper( for miie larhs )
study also kinda useless lehs...
but if nvr study confirm i know will fail..
so hopefully i will pass today's literature paper...
u know what?
i hate literature *_*
see the paper set by mrs Rupesh
So hard man!
Please for anyone's benefit set the next literature paper
EASIER!! hahas
i reallii dunch know can pass anot...
hmm...Let's end here ba..
Buais!! hahas

Love dar & my c'girls
dun jealous liao wor !!!

C'girls

2007-05-05T11:08:00.000+08:00
u know what ? c'girls..
sometimes i see u girls der blog , conversation , all sorts of thingys
when u all talk about Softball often , i feel so happy
and inside miie , something will always long for the days with u all u girls are just so wonderful ...
u girls make my secondary school life just so happy...(maybe sometimes lame)
i totally enjoy being with u all..in trainings , holidays...
every now and den when i think of it i will feel so blessed.. with the laughters of C'girls
I seriously hope our friendship will last veri long ... end of sec sch... poly..
Probably forever?
Days i wanna spent with u all are uncountable...

*Love You Girls... Always ImPorTanT To Miie..*
*u girls are my treasures...*

:))I Miss Softball and the Days with u all....((:

These are thoughts that just run in my head when i see thy blogs....

With Longings , Days just pass by this slowly....

2007-05-04T12:46:00.000+08:00
ahhs....i suck history exam today=.=
maybe just manage to get a B4 or C5 for the exam... not sure
but will surely pass...
blame it on my laziness LOls
i copy notes of paper yesterday onli,today den study
if not i would have scored lol
i couldn't finish today's paper lehs so sad lost around 10 marks!
but today was alright ..just that Jia Yu told miie that i have to go see the head councilor
cause he spotted miie from far using hp after sch...
arghs! i dun wan literature exam on monday...Thank goodness that there's weekend to study
=.=

shiT! now i am regretting for not putting in full effort for my history ...
HOW?? teach miie how to study more , not so lazy ..haiz
nvm.. Let what's already be done be gone...

Let's end here ..
((:Buais:))

Let bygone be bygone.....

2007-05-03T12:46:00.000+08:00
Nothing to do come blog again! hahas
i was thinking just now whether i can apply...
Leave! from the school!
or!or! less sch more trainings ! hehes
hmmms.... Softball!
c'girls , u girls think some day we should go cut same hair ?
LOLS

i am letting my imagination running far manZ!!=p
CraZy?
nope, i am not hahas
Brain's wire going other ways?
i agree totally hahas

saw miie sister running here and there
along with the music from tv prog
heehees so sweet man
she's just so cute
dude u just cant believe it
LOls

k larhs end here lors
Shoo! go study lers!
Buais !

Exams....

2007-05-03T11:49:00.000+08:00
haass..since i have not been blogging for days , i shall report my doings to you guys =P
Monday---The day that sux
-slept at 12am wake at 5 am .. not enough sleep for english exam
-woke up and cant sleep back... feeling unwell
-major suspect ->Fever
-woke up got fever and went in the toilet and there goes
-vomited and asked my father to send me to sch

-english paper was boring and that period so long
-regretted not putting in effort for it

Tuesday---Ha!labour day.. went to AMK hub with my aunt
-denden went to eat ..guess what i eat
-yumyum , crabs :D
-verii niice lehs ^^

Wednesday---nothing to say just that chinese paper quite good
-more time more marks then

Thursday---Ha! The best day of all hehes
-It's maths paper 2 todaii it was rather easy
-verii confident actually hahas!! =p
-looking forward for the maths paper 1

Still, i hope i will pass all =D
That's all
Jia You for exams Wors!

Exams..exams..exams

2007-04-26T21:22:00.000+08:00
Today was kind of rushing day.. spent some money too -.- i broke le lehs ( went outside to eat and rush to tuition by taxi -.- )
exams are coming and i didn't even make much effort to prepare for it ( i dunnoe why i just don't have the mood to do so , that's all ) what's absurd today was my geography test... i revised it onli on the day and even get top for the class... i just got my results today and i was like '' what's the class doing nowadays?..'' i just couldn't imagine miie top the class with a revision on the day itself ..but the result was onli 21 to 25 marks.. not bad but still find this test totally absurd .xD
Then my tuition quite okay today though i am doing english most of the time .... then i just went home and now after everything was done , here i am blogging .. hope u guyz won't mind my lousy blogging ahhas ^^

That is all :D..

Softball i miss u so much...
lurve u and dar

25th April 2007 5.00pm

2007-04-25T16:48:00.000+08:00
Oral! for today... that totally sux -.- The picture i don't even know what else to say to the examiner .. the picture conversation onli took miie around 1 min plus ( 5 sentences i think )even the passage reading & the conversation with the examiner is far more longer than the dumb picture .. lost at words-.- Lucky that my favourite teacher was my examiner , my mathematics teacher , Mr Pang ^^then not so nervous (:
Umm .. now raining out there .. raining like there's no tomorrow ..i think the world is gonna go chaotic in afew more decades and population in singapore would most likely shoot up cause it is almost totally protected by other countries!(From natural disasters ^^ sorriie i am too into History nowadays hahas) how lucky r we ..talking about raining let mii think of poor Jia Yu. LiZhuang , Iris,Wan Ting , etc all misunderstand her ... they should have ask the teacher for the truth instead of just listening here and there from one another ... adding salt & sugar .. oil and all. Like today's rain she is , ( Jia Yu ), and waiting for pple to stop misunderstand her but give her the basic trust ... So the moral of the this is that , never just listens to ur other friends while neglecting or ignoring the friend that does something u THOUGHT is WRONG...
Ah! the dumb Htay Aung ... he doesn't even know how to plot or plan for his art just anyhow buy then ended up buy till $ 20++ but onli use around $8 de materials.. If he does the work himself i would probably say he still have some use ... but his art was mostly done by Xingxia, Chuluo,Angela,Jolyn i think.. Miie and miichelle both concluded that he is almost useless!!..
Don't let looks deceive ur eyes.. ;D

Today's not so bad ... except some things... Let's end here

That's all

23rd April 2007

2007-04-23T17:47:00.000+08:00
Today, the first period was D&T, i totally hated it as the teacher,mr lim k.t. lost my file weeks ago n asked me to redo it again. i was so pissed off and also due to the sianness in the morning as well as mood swing ( dunnoe why),i rised my voice on that idoitic teacher ...-.-ALSO , the science lesson which our class was supposed to go to the hall because mr lim y.s. wasn't here , he took over it .I don't think anyone would want to take D&T on secondary 3 once in his class.... Even his assistant i guess also say that he doesnt know how to teach ... i rised my voice on him not just once and even showed him attitude( even though i am a councilor i still got attitudes..alot) i just simply dislike his lesson , dislike everything about him !! Good that we are not gonna have D&T lessons for 2 weeks ..that would meant 2 lessons ...2 hrs 40 mins ! hoorray to no D&T lessons!!!
After school, Michelle , Htay Aung and me went to yishun blk 290++ to help Htay Aung buy his materials for art ... Then , we went to buy Cakes , breads, bubble tea . Then all went home , i got almost totally wet when i reach home ....as the rain was heavy ...i reach home at about 3.30pm ,when my home was in darkness
No lights , cant use computer , no fan.... My house's electric went off due to the heavy rain and the scary lightnings ...too many times of lightning ans my maid went pissed off because she turn on and return on the electric panel thingy 3 times and still went off , again , because of the lightning...only when i asked her to turn on again then she does it .

hmm... that's all for today
Jia You Everyone !

ReCap...^^

2007-04-22T10:20:00.000+08:00
Since i am so bored right now , let me recap some of the crazy stuffs last few days *
Monday> The c'girls went to support the b girls for the nationals
it's FINAL ! At Kallang..on the bus, i thought ,the b'girls so strong sure win ders
but then .. then lost by 2 .... score 2-4..
The score wasn't too bad actually i think coach is quite contented
cause he coax the b'girls when the cried like a father ! hahas
Just a little bit of mistakes can lead to their downfall .. thats quitee ridculous to me

Before the match, on the bus the c'girls separate into 2 groups
and guess what game we play?
LOLs lame game .. Where's the peanut..
we play n dragged Kian Meng in and nearly drag the teachers in
hahas that was lame but veri fun sia

For the b'girls, i can onli say they've done their best
And in my heart, you girls are the champion !!!
I Hope in the c'girls nationals, we can at least get a top 4 ^^

Tuesday>I think it was the c'boys match ba , home game
They seems to be in a bad mood or condition that day ...i dunno why but i feel this way
It's sad that it is raining , the match was unfortunately postponed ....
Nothing much to do , the c'girls play murderer...Poor LiRan keepp getting killed by
us , which is of course, on purpose ^^We tried to ask the c'boys to play..
They rejected ...sob ... onli 7 pple play but it's still quite fun haha

Wednesday> The b' boys match.. some of the c'girls dunch feel like going but some say go larhs
cause it's raining ..we went. On the bus, it was cramped poor michelle had to stand
It's cramped so the c'girls cant play any LAME games anymore ...
When we reached Kallang, the field was wet n muddy ...
The game started at around 4 pm
The b'boy's morale wasn't good at all
But it was a rather good game cause the captain n marcus lim
caught veri nice fly ball lors
Coach should be quite proud of them
After the match, michelle n i went to a plain field to throw ball
michelle miss throw her ball n the ball landed on a paddle of water
which splashed some bits of water on the ACS c'boys i think...
They didnt bother to help me pick the ball cause they are of course angry
i pick it up myself .. then michelle miss throw again n the ball rolled
to a boy ... he picked it up n purposey threw it on the big paddle of water !
the water splashed on me i was so angry but decided not to tarnish our
school's reputation like they had done it ... i dunch wanna be like them
What's the use of getting champion for nationals when a school's discpline
n student's character is so rotten ...that's what came into my mind when i
was splashed with the muddy water....sob man...

When everyone get back to opss , anna, shiyun and me ran n ran towards the 812
bus stop thinking to reach home as fast as possible
When we saw the 812 bus stopping at the bus stop ,
we were 150 metres away from the next ...we ran n ran
crossing 2 traffic lights & AT LAST we got on the bus
sweat! i like sweating ! lol i got home by 7.50 pm that day..

Thursday>During the morning assembly , while ms xu announce b'boys 4th placing in the
nationals, she cried as she read her note for the b'boys ! so touching !
She was so daring to read those infront of the whole school ! so brave..
after school i went for tuition .. i forget to do my 2 compo homework
my tuiton teacher told me to do a summary on passage , 3 seccondary 3 maths
questions..which i scratched my head for 1+ hours n dunch even know whether
the method i use is correct or wrong at home when i got back from tuition....
but still got the answer..
She asked me to pass up by saturday on the 4pm tuition n i did...

Friday>After school i went to mcdonalds with sarah , we buy takeaways n i went to fetch my
cute 5 yrs old sister ^^went home , n came out of house at 3.20pm to take bus to
school for speech day ! Saw my Dar on the bus , she was on her way home after
her CCA( last day )chatted with her for a while ..
Before the speech day n prize-giving starts , azira n i as usual
went VERI VERI LAME , laugh at nothing , blowing at each other 's face ....
all sorts of things we can laugh about...
The prize giving starts .... SO BORING !!! SO HOT in the hall .....
THe speech day was nice , especially the dance ! so cool ! Jia Yu JIA YOU !!
My best friend jia yu was in the dance too ... so nice
Sarah got her bronze for her results! proud of her !!
Before my parents came to fetch me i bought bubble tea n applepie
yummyumm!

Saturday> Before tuition, i went to eat with my aunt , cousin , sis at blk 925 yishun
Went to aunt's house n finish my compo for tuition at 4pm
My aunt brought me to tuition
In the tuition , i do 2 long letters ! so bored ! english english english..
but at least she gave me maths homeworks instead of english compo LOL
My sec 2 tuition friends all tio english compo except me n nazirah! HEHE
My aunt came to fetch me n i went running with my cousin..
i went to my aunt house to sleep overnight n she taught me how to blog
as u can see now i still sux at blogging lol

Let my post end here .... veri long lehs hahas

Sianning around lolx

2007-04-22T09:42:00.000+08:00
Now nothing much to do , slacking around in my aunt's house trying to learn more about bloggings...Ah! Yesterday i went running around the route around the neighbour hood of my house 4 rounds ! With my beloved cousin of course ^^hmm...that would be around 3.2km i think ...Now i am so sure i wont fail my 2.4km//hees//so proud of myself lol...And when we are left with a short 50 metres distance , we dashed! The feeling it's like matrex..HAHas ..you know the lines behind ? hehes ... so Shiok!! sweats running down my face !
Now i kinda dislike swimming .... cant sweat ..LOLS~~Nothing else to wrtie about so lets end here ^^ Feel free to tagg miie but dun spam thanks ^^ ....

2007-04-21T22:05:00.000+08:00
hiie

RoarsS

+ve.

Past and Present.

混乱。

争气啊！

感觉。一点。

为什么我是我。

Argh.

Ah. I cant get them in my brain!

O.o At Last. hoho.

Out For Buffet.

Homework.homework.homework.

SPLURGE

Siannes...

Broke-Rich

哦 那位小姐真是的。。。

缺乏动力。。

Deng bu Ji

SCI

Training:D 09.01.01

Dunno why

softball

My new blogskin

Softball & melissa+claire's bdae

New Blogskin!!

MATHS!!

C'girls

Exams....

Exams..exams..exams

25th April 2007 5.00pm

23rd April 2007

ReCap...^^

Sianning around lolx

哦那位小姐真是的。。。